ビビ｜Vivi the Kenku ΘΔ

Am like this as well. I always worry about being a bother or being unwanted. Probably didn't help that I grew up with a family that actively told me, straight to my face, that I'm worthless so.. yeah.. >w>;;

YouTube video by LiliumLost Chrono Cross - Dream of the Shore Near Another World

The Chrono series always has such great music, like I really love this theme:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=3L6p...

Yeah.. I am very Autistic and I was, very much, the weird kid in school so.. I was bullied relentlessly and it was so bad that I attempted suicide. I am "fine" now but it was hellish for anyone who isn't "normal".

I know my inability to remember most of my childhood is due to trauma so when asked this question I am just.. kinda sad that I can't remember 70-85% of my life and i can only remember the horrid shit I went though. Like.. I do remember some things that aren't traumatic but.. not much, unfortunately.

I will now proceed to explode. :u

Kenku. o3o

Debating being a little birb...

I ended up being into vore because of being bombarded with vore porn for years. lol

Yeah. Been wanting to move out of the US since I was a teen so, I'm not just going to blindly go to a country without, at least, looking up the costs and all the bullshit. Personally, I'd prefer to move to Norway or Japan but.. Ireland is easier to adjust to for obvious reasons.

It's probably a solid... $5,000 AT LEAST to insure nothing goes wrong and even then, we'd need visa which cost around $45 - $50. (Which passports are $100 each and can take up to 9 months to get)

Well, Ireland is around a 10-13 hour flight from here and the stuff my mate and I would like to bring are our computers + computer stuff, clothes, medication and plushies. It's around a $500 flight for just one person so.. around $1,000 for me and my mate on top of apartment costs.

I wish I could, it still costs a fuck ton of money to move out of the US and passports are a nightmare to get, apparently.

I would like to sincerely ask Europe to lessen their restriction so us 3rd and 4th generation Americans can get the fuck out of here without having to go through hell to be considered a citizen. I'm 3rd Gen for Ireland (the part of Ireland not controlled by Britain). =w=

Yeah. I hate being an American and I, honestly, wish I could move out of the US so damn bad. I don't want to be hurt and I don't want my mate to be hurt too but moving out of the country is impossible for us, currently. xwx

My mate always feels bad that he can't afford anything better than just us going to a fastfood place but.. I Just enjoy being with him, I don't care where we go. Sure, I wish we could afford more things but I would never blame him for us being poor.

*loafs* Sorry for the ranting lately. Seeing horrific shit happening all the time makes me so damn infuriated because I WANT something to be done but I can't do anything myself nor can my mate. I.. just wish we could move out of the US and live somewhere safe.

Yeah. I'm sick and tired of people thinking that we're part of the problem if we walk away from all this awful shit for a time. No bro, I don't want to kill myself, this shit legitimately MAKES me suicidal. I'd rather just ignore it all than to end my own life because I can't handle it anymore.

Or to be proud to be British.. or Russian or Chinese.

You know.. Cyberpunk 20XX, Fallout, I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream, Terminator and so many more franchises were supposed to be warnings of what could become a reality, not a fucking instruction manual. We're heading straight down the path of self destruction and it was completely avoidable.

The downside of gendering colours. It causes a lot of confusion when a female character is cyan/baby blue-coloured and a male character is magenta/pink-coloured. lol

You know, the moment the US is given a chance to be as evil as physically possible, they take it. It's why I genuinely do not believe the US is a country that can be saved. It's too corrupt, too evil. I would not blame ANY country if they decide to nuke us all tomorrow.

The day America stops killing random people for no reason is the day hell freezes over. Some things never change that I REALLY wish WOULD change. The US is such a dogshit country and anyone who thinks otherwise is delusional.

Yeah, it honestly baffles me how there's furries like THAT out there. Like, that's some god tier levels of cognitive dissonance. Do they not realize they're JUST as doomed as we are if this shit continues?

Someone said my sona looks like Ralsei. :u

My sona would be.. gremlin.. lol

(makes my sona having 4 nips pretty accurate to me in RL.. >w>; )

Curious if anyone is familiar with the franchise: MagiNation. My mate played the card game a ton back when it was around and may have also played the games.

I have... 4 nips. lol

Not even symmetrically, either, the 2 extra are on the left. x3

I remember being jealous of those humans when the first Mystery Dungeons came out when I was like... 8? x3

Way later, I found out that I am Therian. lol

I might try to get back into WoW in a few days, unsure, yet. lol

My four level 80's just sitting there. :u