ビビ｜Vivi the Kenku ΘΔ

Alrighty, so I have three adopts left now and my mate and I plan to go to an eye doctor as soon as we can afford it, if I can sell even just one of these gremlins, it'd be enough to go to the eye doctor. I would like to be able to read small/medium text again. :u

Fuck, I wish I was "gifted", am 21 years in and I still feel like a "newbie" of an artist. lol

I dunno it sounds like he DOES think less of you for it. Saying your art's illegal when it's not is just a pretty judgemental thing to say.

Updating Horizon FF11, plan to give it another try. x3

If anyone plays it, please let me know. I had no idea what I was doing in it and just.. got.. very lost.. x3

It's funny because I know FF11 was heavily based on EQ so you'd think I'd know what to do, but I didn't.

I am totally not bored. x3

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I hate that I am REALLY in the mood for WoW but can't afford the sub fee, currently. >w>;;

I know exactly how this feels. I was constantly treated horribly because I never fit in with the other boys, I always knew I wasn't one but I just.. didn't know what I was and while I am still trying to figure out my gender, just remember, trans adults were never cis kids.

I was thinking that my Kenku could turn into a... Satyr Hippogriff (basically.. birb with goat legs) at some point through a magical mishap or something. x3

I love how CEOs proceed to show how fucking stupid they are. OF COURSE, the ai "has anxiety", half of the people feeding it data have anxiety so it's just mimicking what it's been fed. Like come on, man.

Guess who didn't even last 4 hours and passed out after 1 hour of being up? >w>;

I cover one eye often due to chronic migraines. It's usually my left eye that the migraines affect. lol

I have awoken at a good time for once. :u

Time for me to be immensely sleepy in 4 hours. lol

I both think it's funny and sad that Nintendo is pretty much the best AAA company (outside of Steam/Valve) out there with how every other company is out there shooting themselves in the foot with rocket launchers while Nintendo's shooting itself in the foot with a revolver.

Sometimes, I have dreams where I wake up as my current sona and just end up like.. 1000x happier with both the gender and species euphoria I experience in said dream.... I also end up playing with my bits every time. >w>;;;

Exactly, GenAi is a curse, not a blessing. It's not even ethical either. It wastes enough water to power the entirety of New York City, which is fucking BAD and not only that, but it's actively taking away jobs from people, especially creatives, because corpos be shitty little cheapskates.

You know, I would love to get a 3D model of my Kenku that is N64/PS1 graphics-inspired/low-poly. x3

Think they'd fit that well. o3o

And now my friend, Tsine's (www.furaffinity.net/user/theclue...) part of the trade involving my sona and my mate's vulpera/fox, @demirufloof.bsky.social . :3

I always find it funny that Beerus' pants' tail-hole is WAY too big like.. big enough for his entire butt to slip through it if he's not careful. Makes me think this gremlin is a total bottom and made his pants like that on purpose. x3

I mean, I know that but luckily, GenAi is one of those cases where it's not benefiting anyone, not even the corpos that keep pushing it. They want it to benefit them but it just annoys the average consumer more so it's just hemorrhaging money.

Like, legitimately, I hope every corporation that pulls this bullshit goes bankrupt and goes out of business. It is sickening how they keep forcing this shit despite KNOWING how bad it is for the world. Like bro, fuck off with that shit, we keep telling you fuckwits no.

Damn, I really fucking hate corpos. Seriously, you asswipes need to stop forcing GenAi into every single little thing, no one wants it, no one needs it. All you're doing is fucking over creatives and destroying the environment. I hope for the Ai bubble to burst faster, I am sick of this bullshit.

Now, since I moved out at age 19 and have been living with my mate for 11 years we're.... back at faaaar below the poverty line. It sucks not being able to afford much and seeing how bad things are getting for the US, I just.. wish we could afford to move away from here.

I grew up in a very poor (like far below poverty line) household that, eventually, turned into a... slightly less poor household (not exactly middle class but you know), I remember the landlord hated my entire family and once blamed me for her purse being stolen. >w>;

One of these days, I'll wake up at a decent time. x3

Am completely fine with the idea of no longer being an artist, I do have other plans with creative stuff like.. I do want to learn how to play the some instruments like the violin, tagelharpa and lyre. o3o

I still think back to when I was a teenager and how I used to be so excited to draw all the time while now, I am just always exhausted/tired so I rarely have energy to. Is why I'll go weeks or months without drawing >w>;;

Hoping learning 3D will re-spark that energy I had. If not, is okay. o3o

Really wishing the text limit wasn't a thing. x3

Same, this specific sign is what gave me the burning hatred towards this specific artist. Just blatant ableism and so many schools were like "Yeah, that's good, here's a fuckton of cash". =w=

Every day. lol