squiggs 🔞

currently freezing to death
my only option is to stay fluffed up

i got 3-4 layers over my entire body and i feel so soft

wish it wasn't so fucking cold

yea, i keep wanting it but for me ive never enjoyed it

just a funky brain

contrary to what i draw i don't think sex is really my thing
i do love being close to people and chatting about lewd stuff with friends
but ive never had sex that felt good
my best experience has been getting complimented for giving good head
i just like when people say im good at things i think

not able to breathe again
used to only be a thing every like 4-6 months at its worst so im not really super thrilled about how often it has been happening lately,,

im not a licorice expert
i think it was salmiak,

ive done like three of the lightest workouts ever and my legs barely feel functional

i rlly wanna talk with my friends but i don't have anything worth saying so i make the worst conversation ever and then i feel bad for bothering them

got some finnish candy, maybe getting older isn't that bad

the black cloth in the bg is this stupid cheap dress i got on amazon years ago cuz ive been obsessed with this type of dress forever

doing this again cuz i suck at posing n it makes my hips look wide

also it's past midnight so i guess im 24 now 😞

they never stood a chance

so does anyone know how important it actually is to replace the needle if you have to redo an injection?

like i never use the same needle again after ive done my injection but i dont really wanna use another needle just because the first spot i picked hurt a bit

tip can't have gotten that deformed

knock their socks off with that insane finger speed n dexterity

it sucks a lot but i gotta say

finally hitting that breath that's deep enough when you're struggling to breathe feels so good

yeah sure i go right back to feeling like someone is stacking bricks on my ribcage afterwards, but for that split second everything feels right in the world

naa i just don't like my own bones
they feel wrong

i ran for 2min n my chest started hurting so much that i almost threw up

i used to be able to run a 5k no prob, man

ugh my skeleton feels wrong

i took more

i should b napping

thinking is very hard unfortunately 😔

for the first time i can remember ive weighed in under 70kg which was a surprise since ive been kinda just going back and forth between 71-74 kg for 2 years

in completely unrelated news i just realised i haven't eaten since saturday and that might have something to do with why i feel sick

hit me wirh a rock

snow upon thee

i am slowly dying
but like faster than i should be

subcutaneous

needles do scare me
it got a lot better when i switched to subq and stopped botching im injections though lol

had a weird dream about taking my shot and now ive been kinda scared to do it and putting it off lol,,

i think they're skylights but im genuinely not sure

being forced to travel with the worst headache but the view is kinda nice at least

a pat on the back and a restraining order to whoever can guess where i am or smth

true,