the urge to just disappear
12.05.2025 23:08 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0@starrybirby.bsky.social
Starry/Nova/Vampira🖤Nonbinary🖤Any pronouns🖤Bi🖤Poly🖤Autistic🖤ADHD Very in love with Funtime Freddy🖤 icon @Yhoali_One banner @EmarliDoods on Twitter
the urge to just disappear
12.05.2025 23:08 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0find ways of coping and even accepting it but I still cry every night
22.04.2025 14:29 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0better but still feels like shit either way sometimes one more than the other on certain days
not blaming this app since I’ve always been so miserable and I know these shitty days would’ve still happened even if it didn’t exist. I just lost a huge part of my happiness a while ago and trying to
anyway sorry for all the venting anytime I come back here. Anytime I try to post something I’m hit with a new wave of sadness cause I’m reminded any time I did and try making a post here something always ruins my day so it’s almost as if this app is a curse for me
not that over there is any
I’ll never truly be ok
22.04.2025 14:09 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0worst part about trying to get better is when there’s no progress at all
16.04.2025 22:29 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 3 📌 0still trying to draw but shit keeps happening that ruin my energy to continue
04.04.2025 01:41 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0came to the realization I really just haven’t been drawing as much as before ever since my depression hit harder back in December
02.04.2025 09:44 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 1on the subject of lesbians
shoutout to reggies moms
rly hoping to see more lgbt representation in this show 😭 pretty sure there was a gay couple in the prom episode
also been having the funniest dreams about kiff and more than once she confirms she’s lesbian
sometimes my dreams predicts things right so will be happy the day we seen an ep where she gets a girlfriend
yea I don’t rly talk much about other interests cuz more than half the time no one cares but I dunno kinda slowly doing it again cuz need to at least let it out lol
anyway since season 2 of kiff will be out soon that’s why I’ve been talking about the show recently
missing my ducky/bunny fankid
08.03.2025 02:01 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0sensing a pattern in my fave duos
08.03.2025 00:20 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0AFTDHGDVHF AW THANK YOUUUU 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 and yea the style may not be for everyone but I don’t mind it lol such a cute silly series that actually has some heartwarming moments
05.03.2025 05:53 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0life keeps saying “fuck you in particular”
05.03.2025 04:02 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I just love the songs n humor lol
I drew them in my style so they look more different than they do in the show adhjyvuyrdg
more ppl should watch kiff
04.03.2025 23:25 — 👍 40 🔁 10 💬 2 📌 0always fun whenever I get the chance to see them
28.02.2025 14:27 — 👍 5 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0still too scared to hold him while standing lol I always gotta be sitting
28.02.2025 14:06 — 👍 4 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0so I’m officially a tía now
28.02.2025 14:02 — 👍 11 🔁 2 💬 2 📌 0AFHYFVHTDG DAWHHAAWWW 🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
And I also went with it cuz bunnies were my first fave animals when I was a kid achyfvhtdv I still go back n forth using my batsona n birdsona cuz I’m love birbs n bats too :’V
And IKR AFTRDGDGS he told me when I showed him one of my FunFred/Neb/Bon ship art ❤️🔥
YOURE JUSR AS EPIC
28.02.2025 01:40 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Funny thing is I originally planned on having my birdsona be my main sona so I def would’ve felt like an odd ball too especially since birdsonas are so underrated 😭 went with bunnysona as my main cuz I had a feeling FunFred has a thing for bunnies (and Kellen would later on confirm it lol)
28.02.2025 01:39 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0birb n borb
28.02.2025 00:06 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0still got some old art I need to post here
only some cuz some I’m not so proud of anymore lol
still one of my fave necklaces 🖤
27.02.2025 23:31 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0YES!!!!!!!!!
25.02.2025 05:48 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0HEEHUHEHEHEEE DDAAWWW 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
25.02.2025 05:48 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0preview of a project I created since I was around 10. I go back n forth to working on this then taking a break from it a lot but yea. story is about these creatures (especially Vexia) finding out the truth how they came to be and it's more horrifying than they realize
24.02.2025 14:06 — 👍 10 🔁 3 💬 2 📌 0I know I’ve been saying this a lot but I’m just tired how no matter how hard I try it just doesn’t get better
I just feel so broken
I could go on sometimes like I’m fine but at night I just break down crying again