unironic ravel stan

greatest motivator to making more art is only drawing half of the pair i like so i feel compelled to draw the other character bc otherwise the art would become lonely :(( i hate making art but i will do it for the characters i love :)

the sickness lasts forever.... throat still sore :(

in other news, i finished some art the other day. The Process Is So Painful And There Is Little Gratification. will start on new art maybe tomorrow or some other time soon :)

🔥WET BEAST WEDNESDAY🔥 that's a very clean and freshly washed canine :)

hope the meet up went well!! sounds like you had a banger of a day planned 😎😎

wtf where i was dead yesterday 😭😭😭😭 napped the entire day

YAOI

the colours on this !!!!! ourghhhhhh it's calling me penniless the gold on Peacock is so fucking good

finally free from sickness!!!! cleaned my room up a bit today!!! yippee

important personal maurice records that i need viscerally but are probably nonexistent:

-voice recording
-photograph of him wearing his reading glasses

while ur high j i have to ask u. dyou got any omegaverse yaoi recs bc that shit's the only thing saving my ass from the fires of academic hell 🙏🙏🙏🙏 bestow ur weed wisdom upon this humble fujo

been so busy life beating my ass but dropping by my friend's later to have some egg pie

felt this in my soul ty 4 speaking truth into the world 🙏🙏

gay bald eagles

Me and my girls... (the girls are gay bald eagles) hashtag fujoshi.

sketch of dankovskij from pathologic playing a piano, seen from behind.He's playing Arabesque n.1 from Debussy.

sketch of dankovskij from pathologic playing a piano seen by profile. He's concentrated and with his eyes closed. He's playing Lieberstraum by Litzs.

sketch of dankovskij from pathologic playing a piano with a cigarette on his mouth. He's playing Consolation n.3 by Liszt.

pianist dankovskij from last year
(in each alt you can read what he's paying)

uwegh uwgh uwegh the fact that he can let go of his pretentiousness bc it's just ricardo uwegh

ok time for work good morning everyone, demon expelled.

ses lettres parsqu'il veut paraître all elegant et ancien but when it comes to his fucking childhood friend iniksian na lang niya kasi ?!?!?!? tangina si ricardo lang yan eh brad daanan kita mamaya g

(insane) haha putangina kakauwi lang ni gago (di pa nga nakakauwi) tas yung unang inasikaso is yung boy bestfriend niya tangina what the fuck how am i suposed to be normal about them 😭😭😭😭😭 it's such a short letter too like mf m. maurice ravel who spends so much time thinking abt the wording of

anyways the best response to this is to just grow even more delusional and focus on their boyhood and early twenties and

Dear Ricardo,

I'm returning home the day after tomorrow and will come over to see you soon. Kind regards to all.

Cordially yours,
Maurice Ravel

also on another note: idk where to place my insane maurice ramblings on anymore so ill probably dump them on this yet to be hellsite.

sorry if u witness my derangedness as a sane person. maurice ravel is carrying all the weight of my autism so i can act like a normie on a regular basis

politics...... and religion......... im going to explode...... the worst part is that it was fueled by ricardo's grief of losing his mother like..........

perhaps my heart always knew.....

ended 6 years of delusions yesterday by finally finding out the real reason their friendship went cold after 21 fucking years

good morning raviñes nation (i am in pain)

those growls were doing something to my brain chemistry as a teenager.......

!!! hell yea utaite enjoyer >:33 i was a big rib fan back in the day, rlly liked his voice

holy shit it's shoose lmfao. he's an og utaite (person who covers vocaloid songs) from the early 2010's enjoy ancient weeb culture o7

YouTube video by Release - Topic Null

!!! robot sex song..... it sounds really good i fuckin love the beat!!!!

shuffled up my yt music and picked out a random song for u too!! enjoy a weeb song 😎

music.youtube.com/watch?v=GSZ6...

celia haunting both my wrappeds + grizzly bear coming back up top (i think last time was 2021?)

also ventura highway deserved fr i put it on for good vibes and it never fails to deliver 😎😎😎 mfw the days are longer, the nights are stronger than moonshine

ur music taste is impeccable from someone who likes good rhythm and melodic writing 😎😎😎

"i went into library science bc of maurice ravel" WRONG i went into library science bc all i fucking wanted was to read ricardo viñes' unedited journal for the longest time. i wouldve never liked maurice this much if not for ricardo

i reread thru the wip and

1. ricardo my light my world
2. i am probably highly mischaracterising him someone PLS get me his journal inédit this is my eighth year of begging for it
3. wow i cant write for shit (it's an author!ravel au)