STRANGER.EXE

But can you love anyone yet?

When I feel safe, I can love.

But will you touch anyone?

I told myself
if I had nothing
the world couldn't touch me.

I’m sorry my flesh is softer than it has to be, my skin thinner than yours. I’m sorry there are parts of me I have scrubbed raw, hurt; I only wanted to be polished, untainted, good as new.

Man, I don't give a fuck, everything is bogus
I can't pay attention, I can't focus
I could have tried to be productive
I could have tried to amount to something

JUST ONE ROTTEN SPOT IN YOUR HEAD CAN MAKE EVERY MOVEMENT PAINFUL. YOU CAN’T ROLL YOUR EYES, BEND DOWN OR JUMP AND LAND WITH IMPUNITY. EVEN THINKING HURTS.

Because when something happens, she's the person I want to tell. The most basic indicator of love.

you sit there in your heartache waiting on some beautiful boy to save you from your old ways and sometimes you close your eyes and see the place where you used to live when you were young

There is nothing like you, there was nothing like you, and there shall be nothing like you.

Take it or leave it, and for the most part you take it.

I am heartbroken over no one, over having nobody to wish for, nobody to hope for.

I'm very serious. I'm brilliant and beautiful. Too beautiful for you.

The hundredth end was simply just
An apathetic day for me
The thousandth end was ecstasy
The people begged for me to bleed

THE CROWS ARE LOOKING AFTER YOU.

SOME PEOPLE ONLY COME INTO YOUR LIFE TO SHOW YOU WHAT LOVE IS NOT

YOUR CHILDHOOD DOG IS ALIVE. YOUR DEAD BEST FRIEND WANTS TO GET COFFEE. YOU HAVE BEEN KIND AND GOOD. THERE IS NOTHING CHASING YOU. YOU CAN SLEEP? WHAT DO YOU DO?

RE: You know that my heart is filled with love for you.

You know that I will always love you. No matter what.
The negatives are in your head.

I have winter in my heart.

I have no longer the strength to act what I do not feel.

The best friends of our childhoods are the loves of our lives, and they break our hearts in worse ways.

Over and over I sail towards joy, which is never in the room with me,

Everything's shaking. The earth, the house, me.

Oh, you see decay and ruin
I tell you, no, no, no, no
You make such an exquisite corpse

I'M GLAD IF I DON'T SEE YOU

And meanwhile everything is so small
Compared to my heart's desire.

I love you.

Please, I'll say anything. I love you. See, I said it. I said it just for you.

Are you even listening?

There are things in me that won't stop crying.

The loneliness became more and more unbearable. I ached to be touched. I feared I was disappearing and I'd cease to exist if someone didn't touch me.

But you are an artist
And your mind don’t work the way you want it to

I'll always be with you as your lifetime regret
Q. What is the most important thing?
A. That thing which you have just lost.

And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again
I can still hear you saying
You would never break the chain

I hate you more than I miss you
That's not true, I'd hate to miss you
Anywhere I go anywhere you've been before
I get the chance to say goodbye