toe-dipping back into existence

#oc

GOODLUCK ON MEOWDEI PULLS #mydei #phainon #phaidei

LMAO #phaidei #Phainon #Mydei #HonkaiStarRail

#phaidei a gentler life

doomed

#honkaistarrail #phaidei #myphai #mydei #hsrcreators

two bros chilling in a hot tub 🛁

#honkaistarrail #phaidei #myphai #mydei #phainon

beta tester 🙏🏻🙏🏻

#honkaistarrail #phaidei #myphai #mydei

🥺☀️🍷
#phaidei

Library activities~
#phaidei #厄敌

☀️🍷 #phaidei

gay #phaidei

your life is not an optimization problem - as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.

sharing a value tumblr post reminding you to be reasonable and kind to yourself when the world feels very deeply unreasonable and cruel

three white bunnies hiding amongst bell flowers, blending in.

Camouflage

Painting closeup of schooling cownose rays shining in the sun

Painting closeup of schooling cownose rays a little deeper in the water and appearing more muted

Cownose migration closeups ✨

fanart of Jiji aka Jin Enjoji from the hit anime and manga Dandadan

HIM!!!
#ダンダダン #dandadan #art

she really reminds me of the certain someone, for some particular reasons
#dandadan #momoayase

I just think she's cool
#dandadan #momoayase #art

Wearing the shortest mini skirt today to distract people from noticing my eyebags or the crazed look in my eyes from imagining my fictional loves dink donking each other all day

Omfg if u visit don’t eat my shrimps :( I found another preggo one hehehe

I join u

What if I just got both…

I’m buying a BINDER for a new notebook system project LMFAO

Thank u so much

Actually I often wish I was a more social person, not just cause the obvious world prefers social ppl lol but cause I do love and adore my friends and I wanna hang w them I’m just an exhausted little guy 😭

Have been hanging with C 3 days this week hahaha we’ve had such good inspiring talks, and I just keep wanting to hang more but I think it’s also important to like step back and use that energy for what I wanted to do.. sob.

After today is weekend, manifesting minimum crash and many words 🙏 not just words, ideas and structure… hehe

BLACK OR PURPLE HELP

hback 2 my younger years of no-sleep weekdays and comatose weekends

i also stay awake, which is becoming more of an issue every day