Wally Wookie (FullMetalWookie) 🏳️‍🌈

It's the cocaine

On lithium and struggling with weight. Got hugs for miles 🐾💚💪

Lithium was my last hope for help, it worked. I feel that

I say days, but it could have been a long week

I may have misunderstood "blues." I ran with it 🐾😜

Blues are difficult for me when I'm medicated; i rely upon my blues to tell me about myself

But, they are the blues for real reasons

I'm super happy to hear your meds help 🐾💚💪

Do i feel manageable?

Clearly manageable is a spectrum and i am an abyss monkey

I have sign posts
I know my symptoms
I know when one more step is too far
I know when to ask for help
I actively maintain a support team

I feel that it's DOable and I'm ok with cringe (mostly)

Weird question, do you feel manageable (mostly)?

I found out today that my tiny MP3 player will drain my Eco Flow solar generator flat in a couple days

The MP3 player has to be On to charge and it has no automatic shut off so it apparently keeps drawing power

No more leaving it connected

I've got some other boxes for the walls!

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It's worth filing away for Winter nights 🐾💚

Thank you 🐾💚🐾

My silliness is definitely a super power

Eeks, thank you 🐾💚🐾

My successes live on, I use them every day and I'm grateful

Focusing on my failures is my answer to being inundated by them. I dive in and look at them, I fact-check/mythbust, I understand, it's a good avenue for me to take when I'm downswinging/depressed...I'm looking for the how and why to enhance my awareness

Thank you so much. I live in big fear that I'm gonna let everyone down

My bipolar is treatment resistant, this gets interesting a lot...the words that come out of me can be something else, boy howdy

Nap success

Thought about this and it's not that I'm rude and more intolerant

I have better boundaries and I'm unequivocal about compliance here

Terseness is not typically what folks assume. It's a filter so i don't needlessly destroy situations or friendships with certain, very story childhood triggers

Picture it as the internal volcano who loves his friends and is not going to pave their world with my lava. Besides the lava is a reaction

also (notes)

two friends activated their "aggressively curious about your state" plans and used their words. I'm grateful that works

I do need to spend the time to let many folks know what's up. I'm not right yet, but right is a spectrum

P.S., I am not broke. I'll be real clear in my online idea plans when that comes up...it will be an interesting day, I figure

this is the only time in my life I've had the money to do this and I'm not going to let futureWook down. The solar will run the trailer and have a 2-day or less recharge time for a drained pair of AGM batteries. I have power and heat for those days from my solar generator and a propane heater

this is the only time in my life I've had the money to do this and I'm not going to let futureWook down. The solar will run the trailer and have a 2-day or less recharge time for a drained pair of AGM batteries. I have power and heat for those days from my solar generator and a propane heater

notes

Also, apparently, it's not August anymore

this timey whimey shit is such a bork fest of phucqueries

crap...really glad I sat down and attempted to get lost in the litany of my failures

I need to attend to my account balance and figure out house payments through at least May

I'm pretty certain I actually busted my ass in baby steps this week; I can feel it

what if I took a break today?

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Every single state has its own spectrum/limitations. With tools and practice there is room in this field to start tending your field. I don't care if it's all weeds, I know how to eat them, too