Am I not good enough for you? Why canβt you love me?
02.12.2025 12:26 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Am I not good enough for you? Why canβt you love me?
02.12.2025 12:26 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Words I wish I was brave enough do say out loud
02.11.2025 23:16 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I just need to get thru this crazy IMU phase and Iβll be set lol
15.10.2025 00:09 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Yes this place is my void that I scream into
28.09.2025 03:33 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0My exes are crazy LMDAO
19.09.2025 03:57 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Really?
09.09.2025 23:28 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0
Bluesky is definitely my screaming into the abyss social media.
I tell you guys most things lol.
So I have a boundary:
No sex until Iβm in a relationship.
The discussion I had inside my head:
Something might be wrong with me
Cause why am I allowing myself to fall into these phases?
People
Jamaica is disappointing
I wrote it okay
04.09.2025 00:46 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Call me delusional too
25.08.2025 20:54 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Spiraling
25.08.2025 20:53 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Hope yall are having a good day!
17.08.2025 15:53 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I love the guy and that okay lol
17.08.2025 15:53 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Thank you!
07.08.2025 07:13 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Happy birthday to me π
07.08.2025 06:53 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0
Yeahβ¦ it was once a crush but now itβs not
And that makes me sad
No, somebody that I used to know
31.07.2025 04:03 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0
I think I want to keep my distance
But I also know that is not at all what I want to do
I feel so conflicted
βHow was your day?β
Is that too personal a question to ask?
This is my scream into the abyss app.
29.07.2025 11:09 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
Okay so nowβ¦ Iβm accepting that I want a relationshipβ¦
Is that what I want? Idk
I want the closeness⦠the intimacy⦠the connection.
If I can get that outside of a relationship, thatβs okay okay
But maybe right now is just for me
It will be okay
29.07.2025 03:18 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
Anyhow for now, my heart is a little bruised so I think Iβll be stepping back
Stepping back into silence
Because thatβs also okay
Iβll stop putting air in the balloon, if it sinks I guess thatβs just how itβs meant to be
My heart will figure it out one day
Iβll find love that loves me back in ways that feel good
It wonβt hurt
I wonβt feel like a fool
It will be okay
There will be joy more than sadness & music will crest the sky loooll
Iβm struggling
17.05.2025 03:55 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Idk my heart feels broken
09.05.2025 14:13 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
Perfect Sunday
Tragic Tuesday
It happened so fast - I didnβt see it coming at all π
I am so near to crying cause why!!? It was so unfair
But p.s. if he were to come back Iβm welcoming him with open arms & cuddling close so he can tell me all thatβs happened while we were apart & Iβll fill him in too
But if that doesnβt happen - Iβll also be okay - but heβll always have a place in my heart