Thanks and yeah, epileptic for a while

Thanks man, and yeah youre right. It is lucky I have those willing to come around and check it out. Even if my dad did have to witness a fit. Its something you never want family or friends to see. They'll figure it out. It hasn't been this out of control since 2018.

Thank you. Ive had some more since writing this. Ive been fast tracked into the system for next weekend. Right now my parents are taking turns staying with me lol. I keep damaging myself.

And it's not really about me, its about how everyone is there for someone, whether they know it or not. And I think thats worth mentioning just with what's happening to me to hammer the point home.

archiveofourown.org/users/R_Bria... thats me

I appreciate it but not really. Its one of those wait kind of things that I just have to deal with. When youre stuck in hospital with nodes dug into your scalp, told to sleep theres not much else to do lol. Just reading the chats, you guys talking let's me know the world still moves, thats enough.

Thank you Saz, reading all the shenanigans brightens the day, even if im unable to partake in between the power off moments haha

I keep getting emails that people are still managing to go through my ao3 writings. So I'll just bring my laptop and do writings to pass the experience.

As a follow up, I will be in hospital again from the start of march. Its a depressing time for me. But my friends, my family, help me through this. You could be that anchor for someone and not even know it. Be there, you could be saving someone.

Last month I had a seizure that managed to split my head open. Earlier this week, two more. Im failing the clock test again and spellcheck is my saviour.

To anyone out there who knows someone in trouble, never ever underestimate what it means that youre even around. Its all the help in the world.

Well i got mixed messages in that regard. Did the lapses and what not. One said my style is too dissimilar to who my I inspirations are, other said they were too close. Theres no slicing it down the middle lol.

Thats fair, just some over protectiveness and rushing into things. Thats more reasonable.

If im honest, and i know its crass to say. I think the people with the torches just care about market share more than actually doing art. If they cared about their craft, they'd do it. Not spend every waking moment hunting for reasons to ruin others.

Ive not read them im sorry but I could look them up. My popular one is just an Xcom2 one and a whole bunch of short stories I wrote based around Darbaras' artwork. I'll look into the works though, the witch hunts have gotten crazy. Artists no longer drawing, just carrying torches.

My ao3 thankfully untouched. Some mates were saying various stuff is being wiped for no reason.

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Im thinking that line because you get to see her face

taking off shirt and chill, or taking off shirt and it gets caught on her massive snoot? Comedy and hot or comfy and hot?

Was a few years ago now hah

Maybe this old sketch I did for you will help those juices flow!

Yeah thats fair. People get carried away trying to reinvent the wheel

We just need to go back to 2002 forums lol

Hearing mixed, some people love it, others despise it. No one in the middle.

I dont think its about the numbers honestly. If people enjoy something, good for them. If you concentrate on numbers, metrics, etc, its not fun anymore. Draw for you, for fun. Not arbitrary numbers on a screen.

And just the solid one

Friends finished holidays, no more fires here, so we did some doodles or touch ups in a stream just to get back into it after the holidays.

Been following longer than a decade, not planning on leaving

I think thats what makes it comfy honestly, like an early 2000s forum, you have to look for stuff yourself and interact with what you choose

Yep, if they knew what was happening. I would have put them in my car if there was an evac warning but when they cleared the road they said grab what you need and go. So I took my epilepsy pills and my python and left. Felt so bad about leaving the animals.

I should add its been downgraded in my area. I got to go back home, flames didn't get close to burn anything but the back of my property did get water bombed. Collapsed my chicken coop abd I had to rescue some wet chickens lol. But everything is OK, no damage or lives lost due to the fire department