renku

Wendy may start doing what’s she’s holding back to do.
#wendy #seungwan #redvelvet #nsfw

Skipped work today to remind myself that it's not my whole life.

I'm grateful to have a work, but man, it really does drain the life out of me.

Almost is never enough.

G4ēû1 x m!reader

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AO3: archiveofourown.org/works/66601504

@renku · two-faced persona Ren // 25 // just a dude who tries to write // feel free to send your ask // K-pop Masterlist

Updated my not-so-updated K-pop fanfic masterlist: www.tumblr.com/renku/781995...

When you can only just write down few sentences, then have no idea where to go next... 😵‍💫
#thoughts

The beauty that this woman possesses 💯
#sullyoon #ksnfw #kpopfap

I'm don't mind getting my skull crushed if she's going to be a moaning mess while I eat her out.
#knsfw #kpopfap

Mentally, still here.
#kpopfap #knsfw

Would give her a facial with this look.
#knsfw #kpopfap

It also scares the hell out of me, that I might tend to be more rational and lose the ability to even listen, or at a certain extent, feel my own emotions and others'.

A sudden realization, that to be able to think deeply followed by a consistent amount of feeding the curiosity, makes you question everything; and eventually, your own existence.

F*ck it. C*mming for Karina.

two-faced persona Ren // 24 // just a dude who tries to write // feel free to send your asks

Plotless fic, if anyone wants to read:
www.tumblr.com/renku/770722...

#smut
#knsfw

Got me worked up.
#mina #knsfw

when i think about lips, this is who i’m thinking about

#kpopnsfw #knsfw

The dilemma of wanting to build yourself first and seizing the moment because you never know if you can get the chance really do sucks.

But, I ain't lying, I do like her since I knew her from our college days. I just noticed her late since she got work.

I'm hesitating because I want to be a consistent guy for her.

I want to ask someone out, but it sucks that I think it just a fleeting feeling because of what happened to my previous situation.

need to fold her in half and rail her, no cap.
#sullyoon #knsfw

Thanks, man. Really need this. Appreciate you a lot.

be more compassionate. I did love her and maybe still do, but I need to drift apart from her to save myself.

Hope that everyone is safe and sound. :)

again, but I don't want to give up on it.

I guess this is all for me. It sucks to feel the pain and accept things on how they turned out. I want to be mad, yet I know it would not bring any good at all for me.

I wish the best for her.
Despite the sense of hatred building up on me, I always try to-

chance at love. Now, I do know how it feels. We never became official but man, it did matter to me. But, I guess this is just a big slap of a lesson for me this year. For real. What a year.

That's all. I want to write a fic hell out of me but everything just hit hard. I don't even if I can write-

enough shared moments together but I feel ashamed of myself for letting myself fall too hard. I'm in progress of forgiving myself but there are times and days that will just hit you hard.

I'm not trying to neglect what I feel but I'm doing my best to move forward. I thought I'm going to have my-

Guess I was just naive to believe that showing her pure intentions, she would start to choose herself. I don't want her to change for me, I want her to change for herself. But, we cannot make people do things they're not willing to do in the first place, and love alone isn't enough. We don't have-

because she said that she can't afford to change herself and her feelings toward me might not be enough at all to take a risk. She said her all reasons and I still did choose to understand her, but as days progress until now, I'm starting to feel resentment.

We didn't talk at first, but eventually we did. Texts, voice calls (most of the time), seldom video calls. Despite what my friend at work told me about her, I still took a risk. And yeah, I paid it big time. I had my fair share of shortcomings, but she decided to end things between us-

Opening up:

I know this will not matter for most, but I just want to somehow express this heavy feeling inside me.

It all happened in a span of 3 months. Quite short, right? But it did real burt. I met this girl at work that happened to be someone I knew from college because of a common friend.

Finally, someone said it.