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Snippet from penguin approved chapter 42: He looked, in theory, put together. Jayce, on the other hand, looked like someone had kissed the polish off him. And not in the charming, windswept kind. It was the clearly-was-fucked-into-the-couch-this-morning kind of way.

Snippet from penguin approved chapter 42: He looked, in theory, put together. Jayce, on the other hand, looked like someone had kissed the polish off him. And not in the charming, windswept kind. It was the clearly-was-fucked-into-the-couch-this-morning kind of way.

*groans into hands at 2am*

I swear I can’t go one chapter without them being absolutely filthy.

24.10.2025 19:03 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Editing the next chapter and I’m so immensely proud of this snippet. 😭
#jayvik #fanfic #snippetsunday
#penguinapproved

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19.10.2025 18:17 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Unreleased Quote from chapter 41 of Penguin Approved: "I'M NOT-" HE SWALLOWED HARD. "I'M NOT GOOD, JAYCE." JAYCE'S EYES SOFTENED IN THAT WAY THAT ALWAYS MADE VITKOR WANT TO RUN. "I KNOW YOU THINK THAT," HE SAID GENTLY. "BUT-" "NO, YOU DON'T GET IT." VIKTOR'S VOICE SHOOK. HIS HANDS DID TOO. "I'M NOT SOFT. OR EASY. OR...OR FIXABLE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE. I'M ANGRY. AND IM TIRED. AND I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD AND I SHUT DOWN AND I PUSH PEOPLE AWAY BEFORE THAT CAN DECIDE I'M TOO MUCH AND LEAVE ANYWAY." JAYCE'S GRIP TIGHTENED. VIKTOR KEPT GOING ANWAY. THE WORDS JUST KEPT FLOWING AND WOULDN'T STOP. "AND I WANT THINGS I SHOULDN'T WANT. I HOLD TOO TIGHT. I CARE TOO MUCH. I CRAVE-" HIS BREATH STUTTERED. "I CRAVE THING'S I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LIVE WITH. THINGS LIKE-LIKE THIS." HE GESTURED WEAKLY BETWEEN THEM. "AND EVERY TIME SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS I CANT-I JUST CAN'T HAVE IT. I SIT HERE WAITING FOR IT TO GO WRONG. WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO SEE HOW BROKEN I AM AND FOR YOU TO... TO LEAVE ME." HIS VOICE DROPPED. SMALL. HONEST. DEVASTATING. "I'M SO ALONE, JAYCE."

Unreleased Quote from chapter 41 of Penguin Approved: "I'M NOT-" HE SWALLOWED HARD. "I'M NOT GOOD, JAYCE." JAYCE'S EYES SOFTENED IN THAT WAY THAT ALWAYS MADE VITKOR WANT TO RUN. "I KNOW YOU THINK THAT," HE SAID GENTLY. "BUT-" "NO, YOU DON'T GET IT." VIKTOR'S VOICE SHOOK. HIS HANDS DID TOO. "I'M NOT SOFT. OR EASY. OR...OR FIXABLE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE. I'M ANGRY. AND IM TIRED. AND I GET STUCK IN MY HEAD AND I SHUT DOWN AND I PUSH PEOPLE AWAY BEFORE THAT CAN DECIDE I'M TOO MUCH AND LEAVE ANYWAY." JAYCE'S GRIP TIGHTENED. VIKTOR KEPT GOING ANWAY. THE WORDS JUST KEPT FLOWING AND WOULDN'T STOP. "AND I WANT THINGS I SHOULDN'T WANT. I HOLD TOO TIGHT. I CARE TOO MUCH. I CRAVE-" HIS BREATH STUTTERED. "I CRAVE THING'S I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LIVE WITH. THINGS LIKE-LIKE THIS." HE GESTURED WEAKLY BETWEEN THEM. "AND EVERY TIME SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS I CANT-I JUST CAN'T HAVE IT. I SIT HERE WAITING FOR IT TO GO WRONG. WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO SEE HOW BROKEN I AM AND FOR YOU TO... TO LEAVE ME." HIS VOICE DROPPED. SMALL. HONEST. DEVASTATING. "I'M SO ALONE, JAYCE."

The AO3 authors curse works hard but these gays work harder. πŸ˜‚

Chapter 41 of Penguin Approved will be out Wednesday! Here’s a little snippet to tide you over.
#jayvik #fanfic

18.10.2025 19:05 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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It’s been a long time coming (137k words to be exact)

🐧 A #Jayvik slowburn zoo keeper AU #fanfic
🐧 feat. fairy penguins
🐧 137k+
🐧 40/50 chapters
🐧 Explicit

archiveofourown.org/works/654776...

12.09.2025 16:50 β€” πŸ‘ 6    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

You legit took them to the zoo! I’m crying! That aviary is what inspired this fic. πŸ˜­πŸ’œ

11.09.2025 17:49 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

There are more chapters out! I took the boys to the zoo today. #jayvik

31.08.2025 23:48 β€” πŸ‘ 13    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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So, I’ll just leave this snippet of chapter 30 here. #jayvik #fanfic

06.06.2025 18:26 β€” πŸ‘ 6    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
He forced himself to breathe, but the rhythm fractured. Inhale-sharp, rattling. Exhale-jagged, incomplete. Don't disappear. Jayce's voice, impossibly steady, but fragile too. A promise he didn't know how to believe.

He forced himself to breathe, but the rhythm fractured. Inhale-sharp, rattling. Exhale-jagged, incomplete. Don't disappear. Jayce's voice, impossibly steady, but fragile too. A promise he didn't know how to believe.

Penguin Approved chapter 27 is posted! And, let me tell you, it was a doozy to write. #jayvik #fanfiction

archiveofourown.org/works/654776...

05.06.2025 14:52 β€” πŸ‘ 6    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
"Jayce," he whispered, the name slipping past his lips like a prayer. And for a moment, just a moment, he let himself wishβ€”wish Jayce would come through that door, that he'd find him here, trembling, breaking and...and stay. That he'd stay, no matter how many times Viktor tried to push him away. He sucked in a breath, the ache in his chest sharp and cold. But the door remained closed. And Viktor was alone.

"Jayce," he whispered, the name slipping past his lips like a prayer. And for a moment, just a moment, he let himself wishβ€”wish Jayce would come through that door, that he'd find him here, trembling, breaking and...and stay. That he'd stay, no matter how many times Viktor tried to push him away. He sucked in a breath, the ache in his chest sharp and cold. But the door remained closed. And Viktor was alone.

Chapter 27 of Penguin Approved is ROUGH. It should be out by the end of the day.

#jayvik #fanfic

04.06.2025 20:10 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
"It's okay," Jayce whispered, his voice a promise. "You don't have to do it alone anymore." Viktor's breath shuddered, his vision blurring again. For a heartbeat, it felt like the ground had shifted-like he might actually let himself fall. He could feel Jayce's breath on his cheek, close enough that a single step would bridge the gap between them. Viktor leaned forward, eyes closing, as if to close that last inch, to let himself believe that maybe, just maybe, this was safe.

"It's okay," Jayce whispered, his voice a promise. "You don't have to do it alone anymore." Viktor's breath shuddered, his vision blurring again. For a heartbeat, it felt like the ground had shifted-like he might actually let himself fall. He could feel Jayce's breath on his cheek, close enough that a single step would bridge the gap between them. Viktor leaned forward, eyes closing, as if to close that last inch, to let himself believe that maybe, just maybe, this was safe.

Ah, yes. Exploring your own fear of vulnerability thought your favorite character. Classic.
A slowburn zoo keeper #jayvik #fanfic. Chapter 26 is up! We’ll figure it out eventually.

archiveofourown.org/works/654776...

03.06.2025 16:54 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Penguin Approved

🐧 A #Jayvik slowburn zoo keeper AU #fanfic
🐧 feat. fairy penguins
🐧 60k+
🐧 26/40 chapters
🐧 Explicit (eventually)

archiveofourown.org/works/654776...

03.06.2025 03:02 β€” πŸ‘ 31    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

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