sierra

i need an epsom salt bath.. my body aches.

good morning friends in my phone

i didn’t want to get up. i thankfully only work job 2 tonight, im off from job 1. going to try to get some school stuff done before going into work but i also need to do dishes and portion out this meat i bought in bulk.

how are you?? any plans?

thank you!

im new to these but i like it

headache.

have tons of homework to do.

don’t want to do anything

this was a sign to just starve

hungry, beyond tired, stressed.

im going to lose my fucking mind

ordered food and the delivery driver literally forgot an entire bag which was the bag with all the meat, all i got was sides. they’re allowing us to go get it ourselves thankfully as they know it was the drivers fault but im still pissed. i didn’t want to go anywhere. im utterly exhausted.

i hate stupid people!!

good morning friends in my phone!

im feeling exhausted / defeated. i have soo much homework to do tonight on top of working (only one job today thankfully) but i am stressed about getting it all done. i know i will, i somehow always do, but i hate feeling rushed on school work.

how are you??

it’s 11:30
getting food bc fat and hungry after working all day
home around midnight
gotta take this stupid mandated alcohol test tonight
then bed around 1
back up by 6 at the very latest
work by 7:30
i can’t keep doing this. it’s going to end me.

these late nights and early mornings (aka 3-4hours sleep a night) is killing me slowly

yes.

i will try to get some rest for sure, im just not sure how it’s possible right now.. life just keeps on going.

i hope you get some rest and do whatever you enjoy today.

honestly thinking of calling out of job 2 and just working 1 today. i don’t have it in me to keep doing this

it’s going to be such a long day

good morning friends in my phone!

im feeling dead today after both jobs yesterday. supposed to work both again today. i want to go back to bed. everything hurts.

how are you?

my states mandated an alcohol class that is basically just a 4 hour course on the facts about alcohol and how it affects each person based on weight, muscle, fat, etc. how much one should serve.. all that stuff. its bc im a server and we serve alcohol so i have to get certified in order to do so.

thank you! 💕 it truly feels like way too much today.

about to get A up for school
come home and get ready for job 1
work on alcohol class
go to job 1
attempt to work job 2 - doubt they let me until alcohol course is done which is fine
trying to get job 2 shift covered anyways
need to work on school shit at some point
it’s too much. it’s all too much.

i need to lock tf in

135.8

good morning friends in my phone!

i slept like shit thanks to stress. idk how today will go.. im supposed to work both jobs today.

coffee is going, going to relax for half an hour and then see what needs done / what i need to do about this alcohol class i didn’t finish.

im so tired.

im sure yours looks amazing too!!

too much
it’s all too much

thank you 🫂💕 I appreciate it

im losing my mind

hopefully i can study for the big exam on sunday