Sailor Chubby Moon

I admit I’m not going to Vancouver Fetish Weekend this year because I am still waiting for photos from last year. I even went on the cruise and the only photos released so far are of conventionally hot people…and I know 2 of the photographers! It definitely made me feel like I don’t belong there.

If something doesn’t bring much joy anymore, it makes sense to leave…but if you met so many friends because of it, it’s much more difficult.

My experience being on the board was that my voice did not matter. So as much as I love burlesque, I don’t want to volunteer my time. I would rather give of myself to people who appreciate me. It’s going to be a wound that takes a long time to heal.

But yeah it’s so typical.

Interestingly… a lot of people had no idea that it happened tonight and were sad they missed it. I guess no one reads their emails.

We need more people like him in the world!!

Now I wish I lived next to you lol. 😍

A cross stitch banner that says Trans Rights are worth more than boy wizards

Reposting this crossstitch finish for no reason in particular 😤

I rewatched everything and now I just finished the second episode of the 6th season. It’s moving very slowly…but I do love it. I like how it goes into what it’s like to be stateless. Not a lot of shows do that well.

Oh no! You are going to be so sore. ❤️❤️❤️

That sounds so lovely! 🥹

I don’t wish for bad things to happen to people, but when nature decides to deliver karma to an abusive, racist, transphobic, predatory misogynist? I am going to fucking smile.

Exactly

Wow that’s incredible. I actually believe many republicans don’t hate trans people as much as their politicians claim. I think there are many people who can learn…

My brain convinced me that Grace Park (Boomer in Battlestar Galactica) was a pink power ranger…

I’ve always had a hard time narrowing down my style of photography because I love variety. Though lately I feel like my style might just be “water portraits” lol.

One of my favourite photoshoots ever

This is definitely one of my favourites. You are so magical. I haven’t posted much on my photography page lately, but when I do, this is going to be up there for sure and I know everyone will be going nuts over it 🧜‍♀️

Lol my grey cat Cullen does this. He forgets that people are around and does these lonely meows… then I call him, he comes and purrs like mad. Then goes away and gets lonely again.

This makes me want to go on vacation so badly, and also photograph performers in water again. Someday!

I had a dream recently about being at a hotel with a beautiful pool on every level. It took me some time to find the most beautiful pool and then I casually mentioned I wanted to take photos. The lovely Arabella came out of nowhere and said, “Hi…” but then I realized I had not packed my camera 😭

Oh I want to do this someday… where did you buy them from this time? I can’t help but smile when I see sparkles, even if I’m crying at the same time.

Exciting news!!! Congrats!

It sucks to have to really restrict myself this year, but my top goals are to be successful at my day job so I can save up for weight loss surgery… Literally everything else is secondary. This will be life saving as my weight affects my quality of life to a pretty extreme degree.

I’m not singing in the March show anymore. Apparently, it was just enough stress to start affecting my health. Looks like I will need to hold off on performing for a while longer…

I absolutely love disaster movies, post apocalyptic movies, survival movies… I think somehow it makes me feel like I can survive our disaster of a world…

I feel sick and stressed out and missed half a day of work. I don’t know what started or caused the other. As someone with energy problems I need to be careful to not over stress myself with extra things or I need to let go of my crippling anxiety. Neither is easy.

I signed up for my first opera voice lesson in years… I’m looking forward to singing again soon. I hesitate to officially announce it until I have that lesson and confirmed whether I can still sing challenging repertoire…but the plan is to sing something in a drag variety show! So excited 🤩

This is so hard. I have this problem. It’s often a case of executive dysfunction and fear of failure… or more specifically, a fear of falling short of my own standards and expectations.

After last year, some of my confidence was broken. It sucks not being given the opportunity to do your best and to be set up for failure. Today though, I got a lot of my confidence back. I was reminded just how amazing I can be when someone believes in me and just lets me do what I do. I love my job