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& dear god up in heaven
how do i fucking get in?
you tried to make me scared of hell
but i'm living there, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦.

it was the best of times, it was the worst of times.

so much i wanna tell you —
but YOU 𝙉𝙀𝙀𝘿 to GO AWAY!

i love you with my whole heart —
but it ACHES… it FUCKING 𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒!

STEP BACK and give me 𝘚𝘗𝘈𝘊𝘌 —
or 𝗚𝗢𝗗 𝗞𝗡𝗢𝗪𝗦 what the FUCK I’ll 𝘚𝘈𝘠!

i already “befriended” your mom last night.

it was the best of times, it was the worst of times.

( it’s hard to put into words, but for some reason, seeing susie next to you... )
( ... you felt like, whatever you were, for just right now, it might be okay. )

i don't owe you my heart,
and i don't owe you my body.
but you should know that i'm sorry,
for being careless with you…

Say it—
Apologize.
Mean it—
Thank me.
And don’t forget your manners,
“ 𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘮𝘢'𝘢𝘮 . “

GLITZ! GLAMOUR!
I'LL FINALLY HAVE IT ALL!
SO WHAT IF A FEW PEOPLE HAVE TO DIE?
THAT'S SHOW BUSINESS, BABY!

i’ll create a 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘺 in this crazy world,
and change it all! i’m going 𝗔𝗟𝗟-𝗜𝗡.

you could drown, or choke, or burn, or be hit by a car
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, but something will eventually

keep your hair short.

oh, i’m sorry, i promise, i'm doing my best
i just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet.

um sorry for moaning when you stabbed me. it's been a really long time since anyone touched me like that

the hardest part of this is leaving you.

- He’s thirsting over me. I just pretend he’s a girl with a husky voice.

- Whatever helps you sleep at night. Fruit.

horrified at the sight of my reflection in your eyes
i don't belong here

and though you're dead and gone, believe me, your memory will carry on.

HEADS WILL ROLL.

HEAVEN SAYS
YOU ARE IN
𝙳𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙴𝚁

it’s dangerous to go alone! take 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀.

will you hold my dirty fingers and kiss my alcohol-drenched lips?

will you love my scars and scratches and my disgusting skin?

will you love my mind filled with anxiety and woe?

𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫?

you hurt people, used and abused and destroyed them, and you will never wash out that stain.

you will grow resentful of forgiveness because you refuse to forgive yourself.

they don't know what you did like you do.

i loved you, i loved you, i loved you, it's true
i wanted to be you and do what you do
i lived here, i loved here, i bought it, it's true
i'm so embarrassed, 𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗮𝗯𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱.

heteroooo jessica thats her name folks thats what we call her hertero jessica

i swear, i'm 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨.
get it together, will, know and do 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳—
it just don't come natural to me to think that you'd want me for 𝙢𝙚.

this man can't be fixed. i can fuck him though. maybe that'll calm him down.

NOW SPELL ❝ ANSWER ❞
Ｖ－Ｉ－Ｏ－Ｌ－Ｅ－Ｎ－Ｃ－Ｅ
( wrong! try again! )

you are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.

You're both just enabling each other's mental illnesses. You're both perfect for each other. Never change. Just never involve anybody else in what you've got going on.