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I should be more active here, but also writer’s block is a bitch and being away from how didn’t really help. Once I settle in I think I’ll be finally able to relax and sit and write again ✌️

BUT WE STILL SURVIVED!!! WAHOOO

This just in, this exam session kicked my ass.

Everytime I update I forget to post it here 🤦‍♀️

Happy 11th jicheol year 💕

#jicheol #coupzi #scwz

Title: Dream-Like Author: Paindepice Summary: Hansol wakes up in a hospital bed, no memories, no documents, no place to call home, shadows of his forgotten past come to haunt him at night. His “cousin” picks him up and brings him to a house that seems more haunted than lived in. With no idea who to trust, Hansol has to navigate this new existence carefully.

Dream-Like
- Vampire AU
- Verkwan
- Ongoing
- Part of the Du sang et du l'eau Series

- TW: Blood, blood loss, violence
archiveofourown.org/works/605372...

Title: Of Stars and tears, under the rainfall we met Author: Paindepice Summary: Hansol befriends Seungkwan when he is 8, he says goodbye to Seungkwan when he is 16, he sees Seungkwan again when he is 25. Every single time, Hansol learns something new, everytime everything about Seungkwan it’s a little weird, just until Hansol gets to know one detail that makes everything make sense. Yet it leaves him with more questions than answers.

Of stars and tears, under the rainfall we met
- Non idol AU
- Verkwan
- Single Chapter
- No happy ending/Ambiguous ending

- TW: implied main character death
archiveofourown.org/works/34830592

Title: Maybe it was me who was fucking up Author: Paindepice Summary: It's twisted, Mingyu seeks for someone to help him get rid of some stress, it's normal, and Seungkwan offered, anyways. And it makes him realize that maybe he can work with this, with seeking people not quite like Hansol, far closer to Mingyu. Maybe if he looks long enough, he can find what he is searching for. or: Seungkwan and Hansol fuck, Seungkwan does that too with Wonwoo and Mingyu. As messy as that sounds, it is not as messy as Seungkwan having feelings for Hansol. (And Hansol not noticing).

Maybe it was me who was fucking up
-🔞 Rated M
- Verkwan, secondary Boogyu, secondary Wonboo
- Single Chapter
- Lots of miscommunication

- No TW
archiveofourown.org/works/32630026

Title: Melankholia Author: Paindepice Summary: “Who’s that?” Seungkwan knows who’s in the picture without even looking at it, it’s him, Soonyoung, Seokmin and… “Ah that’s… his name is Hansol.” Seungkwan finds an old picture of him and his ex-first-boyfriend, Hansol. He cannot stop memories from resurface, but that’s all right! Hansol is most likely to never return to Korea… Right?

Melankholia
-Non Idol AU
-Verkwan, hints of Jigyu

- !Currently Unfinished! 1 chapter out of 2
-No TW
archiveofourown.org/works/320602...

Title: Eros et Agape Author: Paindepice Summary: Seungkwan is an engineer for Seoul’s best superhero team. He ends up with another Vernon from another timeline, and while it is a geniune mistake, it makes him wonder why the Hansol in his timeline looks annoyed every time Vernon flirts with Seungkwan.

Eros et Agape
-🔞 Rated E
- Superhero AU
-Verkwan
-Single Chapter

-no TW
archiveofourown.org/works/30055038

Which as a reminder, Bsky has had a sizeable korean and japanese population for ages, and unfortunately this setting could mean you're missing out on a lot of cool people. This is not a preference or what you post, this -limits- what languages you see! Set it to nothing!

Title: Choke me like you hate me, but you love me Author: Paindepice Summary: Seungkwan is a camboy besides being an idol, Hansol is his top fan without knowing. You can imagine how this situation will end.

Choke me like you hate me, but you love me
- 🔞 Rated E
- Camboy AU
- Verkwan
- Single chapter

- no TW
archiveofourown.org/works/28349400

Title: La douleur exquisite Author: Paindepice Summary: Seungkwan slid his hands underneath Hansol’s hoodie, cold hands touching warm skin, pulling the hoodie over Vernon’s head and taking it off. They stood for a second, looking at each other, breathing heavily.

La douleur exquisite
- 🔞 Rated M
- Non-Idol AU, childhood friends
- Verkwan
- Single Chapter

- TW: mentions of underage drinking
archiveofourown.org/works/27784498

Title: Forbidant Universi Author : Paindepice Summary: Small pieces of plotless stuff that will never make it to the main story.

Formidabant Universi
- Vampire AU
- Implied Verkwan
- Small prompts, single chapter, part of the Du sang et du l'eau Series

- TW: mentions of death, blood, nightmares
archiveofourown.org/works/27701483

Title: Solis Occasum Author: Paindepice Summary: In the grand scheme of events that led Vernon to Earth, meeting Seungkwan was supposed to be only a minor one; whatever happened between them destined to end with the gift of a flower. Somehow Seungkwan led him to go beyond that.

Solis Occasum
- 🔞Rated E
- Fallen Sun god/Moon god
- Verkwan
- Single Chapter

- No TW
archiveofourown.org/works/27652582

Title: Wish Author: Paindepice Summary: There was a place in Soul City, secret and carefully hidden from sight. It was insignificant to many, like a hole in a wall, a place where one's wishes might come true. Seungkwan has one wish in the world: revenge.

Wish
- Vampire AU, Magic/supernatural entities
- Implied Verkwan
- Single chapter, part of Du sang et du l'eau Series

- TW: Smoking
archiveofourown.org/works/26573617

Title: Gold Author: Paindepice Summary: Vernon gave him a sad smile. “I have you, you are still alive. As long as you are here, everything else will work out for me.” “And what if I didn't make it?” Vernon glanced at the moon behind Seungkwan's head, his gaze distant. “I might as well have been dead too,” he said darkly. After loosing everything to his enemies, Seungkwan finds himself wondering what will become of him and his guards.

Gold
- Vampire AU
- Guard/Noble
- Verkwan
- Single chapter, part of Du sang et du l'aeu Series

- No TW
archiveofourown.org/works/26690071

Title: Stars Author: Paindepice Summary: Seungkwan looked at him. “Did you make a wish?” Vernon was suddenly conscious of how close their faces were. “No, whatever I wish for would revolve around you,” he whispered. “May I ask for a wish to be granted?” Seungkwan asked, voice as sweet as honey. “Go ahead.” “Kiss me." Vernon is hell bent on protecting and serving his Master Seungkwan, regardless of what it may cost him. After all it is his duty, the reason why he is alive.

Stars
- Vampire AU
- Guard/Noble
- Verkwan
- Single chapter, part of Du Sang et du l'eau Series

- No TW
archiveofourown.org/works/26616208

Title: Juvenility Author: Paindepice Summary: “What…?” Vernon asked confused. “Kill me,” the vampire whispered. His words traveled around, echoing dully in the church, then came back to his ears as a siren song. Life gets boring when you're a pure blood Vampire– so Seungkwan resolves to tormenting his favorite bodyguard Vernon Chwe.

Juvenility
- Vampire AU
- Guard/Noble
- Verkwan
- Single chapter, part of Du Sang et du l'eau Series

- TW: Blood
archiveofourown.org/works/26253127

Title: Follow what I say, not what my heart says Author: Paindepice Summary: Seungkwan expected no other answer than a no, because really, who in their right mind would actually say yes to faking being his boyfriend for half a week… It really was a stupid plan and he realized so as soon as it came out of his mouth, but Hansol looked at him just slightly surprised and not like he was completely insane. “Sure” Hansol replied, simple enough. Seungkwan looked at him like he was the crazy one.

Follow what I say, not what my heart says

- Non-idol AU
- Fake dating
- Verkwan, past Boogyu
- Multichapter

- TW: Cheating
archiveofourown.org/works/261199...

Ok I’m back, time to fix the mess again

I forgot to watch it!!! i’ll watch it before going to sleep! But yea, its really sad ;A; (also since I also read the manga, I have been waiting for this ep for a bit!!!)

AND OF COURSE I MANAGED TO MEES IT UP!!! I'll have to fix this when I come back home ;;

I gtg rn, I'll keep updating the fic list later!

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Back to soc med! It has been a while =3=