Alice

also everyone's like extra nice to me in kink parties bc 1. I'm socially anxious so ppl perceive me as nervous 2. I'm like 13 years younger than the mean age. Which is kind of funny, but also probably not a bad place to work on my social anxiety + no alcohol so I can't use it as a crutch...

honestly my anxiety is so funny. there was this girl saying she wanted to try the breast pump but she's gonna wait for lights off so her boobs aren't exposed to everyone. and for me it's like. yeah I can get milked in front of everyone IDC but saying hi is scary.

Yah it's the one I use IRL. I don't mind Alice though

I'm learning

sometimes it does feel like they just need him to do something really dumb to shake things up bc otherwise it'd be hard to write so many routes

This is the first time we go to an event thingy together after we officially started dating so they introduced me to everyone as "my partner Alexy" and that felt really nice :3

it does feel good imo. altho not in a particularly sexy way imo. kind of just feels like a nice massage on your breast

Oh also I put more and more force downsrds towards my partner who was stepping on Legos but that was kind of goofy

I learned that I'm very resistant to electricity and my partner is very sensitive to it. I was also praised by the booth lady for my boy beating skills.

List of experiences at the kink party: got shocked, flogged someone, got flogged, tried a breast pump, rode and groomed a horse boy.

I know my fly is down that's an unfortunate fact of these pants not really fitting me. I decided it was probably worth it anyways bc it makes my ass look big and there's people with their whole cock out so

Cowboy Alexy time

the choices in hundred lines are interesting bc it feels more like I'm suggesting a general idea for Takumi to go through than controlling choices... like you leave Takumi on his own for a while and suddenly he decides he wants to start a cult or lobotomize eito and you have no choice about it.

yeah. I understand getting us to understand therapy techniques by having us do them, but also like. these really weren't supposed to be done in front of a large group of strangers....

i think he believes it actually IS a porn game and I'm just embarrassed about it.

my friend who isn't used to like. games with characters just having set voices lines kept saying "it sounded like a porn game" bc he just kept hearing characters just making sounds like "hmm, wee," etc and it was kind of funny when I got to the actual scenes that intentionally sound like fucking

rodeo themed kink party makes me a little embarrassed. like rolling up to a kink venue in cowboy hat feels goofy

my psychology class was making us write a letter to our younger selves and pstd trigger so I was crying and then I looked around and like 3 other girls were doing the same so I guess at least I'm not alone

Learning that hemorrhoids are much easier to deal with when you have a bidet.

Hundred Line spoilers: okay I got my first ending and it's "Living Idol" okay. Felt this was not supposed to be an ending I jump into as my first lmfao.

I like the dumb bird starter

Curious how my textbook debunks the idea homosexuality is a mental illness but not heterosexuality

yeah especially the second time knowing how things played out at several moments I was holding back down tears

Watched Nirvana The Band the Show the Movie with my partner on Friday and they really liked it and I knew my best friend who is going through a tough time would like it so I went again today and it was just as fun the second time. They said it might be their favorite movie. Very good movie 👍.

the worst thing about frlg being released on the eshop is that now I am forced to notice that somehow most people consider it better than RBY

Doing the "using foreign words to describe familiar subjects in order to make them sound exotic" thing for a word that has the same root in Spanish and English is incredibly funny

alexithymic

trauma dumping but man it really sucks how my brain nowadays loves making the class -> high school -> Honduras -> grandfather incest trauma trigger bc it means every class there's a random chance I'll be distracted and cry as soon as I leave

tried to go into an ASL class at college and every student showed up but not the teacher and all his coworkers were desperately calling him and he didn't reply and then several days later he sent an email saying we are having our first class next week, on a non class day

????

Told my friends I don't feel comfortable saying "this day/week/month/year is good/bad" because I don't feel memory is good enough to hold enough data in order to make that assessment accurately and they found it so insane they called their friends at 12am to ask their opinions