Vint

I have officially made it through a full time semester of college, and with straight As

Given what I was up against with my mental health, I sorta can't believe it! I had given up on ever being able to go this

Now to do it roughly 5 more times

OH MY GOD

A YEAR AND A HALF OF HATING EACH OTHER

THEY'RE SNUGGLIN'

The cats are doing well. My panic attacks and agoraphobia are getting better every day. I've got assets for streaming but I'm going to take that slow and priortize school.

I can still be reached on Discord and on my other account, if you know it. 💚

I've gone from fearing that I might not squeak by with C's in college, now that I can finally go, to having one of my professors ask me to join the honors program. 😭 I'm in my first full semester now.

I've been busy and haven't done well at keeping in touch, but I'm here.

IMPORTANT VITA SOLANA UPDATE: she's drooling on me again

The babies

Wish I could have seen this last year! Certainly wouldn't have done anything that stupid. I've got a future.

I hope anyone reading this stuck in a familiar rut comes across the same hopes and joys and exciting new experiences that I have. It can come from unexpected places.

The difference one year makes. 12/22 last year I attempted to take my own life.

Today I closed out my first semester with good grades and will take on more classes in spring. I'm the least isolated and depressed than I've been in my entire adult life. Taking well to coding.

Another day at Bluesky, and it looks like growth is not slowing down! Welcome!

We’d like to take a moment to share our stance on AI and user data:

Hang on one more thing before I go

I will be winding down activity on this account to mostly lurking while I transition to a new one. My Twitch account will also change. My discord will stay the same for now and I can be reached there.

💚

Anyway, here's a couple cats :)

MoonvaleVint Abuse Statement I was in a relationship with a streamer for the better part of 15 years, married for 12. Last October we began divorce proceedings. My ex left the country and our house was sold. After the divorce was...

I have kept distance from my ex and will continue to do so. I am posting this in the interest of moving on with my life.

docs.google.com/document/d/1...

I don't know what I'm ultimately going to do or what I possibly /can/ do in this situation. I've lost opportunities and lost friends that I can't responsibly interact with in public.
For that reason, I want to have this out, publicly, on record, to point to if it comes up.

Hello.
I used to be MoonvaleVint. My ex is a streamer on Twitch - not sure how big she is atm, I don't go looking. I modded.
7 months ago she made very serious claims of abuse. Now, as I'm getting better and want to create again, I want to share my side of the story.

Even then, under a new identity, I still feel like I'd be looking over my shoulder constantly. I don't think it's fair that I'd have to do that.

I dunno. It's been gnawing at me for months and I just don't know. 🤷

So do I just...delete all of this? Avoid everyone I ever met, even if they didn't have a problem with me? I dunno!

What's the handbook say to do in the situation where your ex has a platform and blasts personal things about your relationship with your dead mom to strangers? What do I do with that?

Would anything I make with this account and my attached discord blow up eventually? The number ID associated with my Disc was linked. I'd have to nuke it at this point.

I'm learning fundamentals of programming. I'm in college. I'll be making things again before too much longer.

That's kind of an honest question there.

It's been almost a year since I left home for the last time. Oct 22, I think? 23? Now Twitter is cratering. And I'm just building up here again? Do I nuke all of this? Do I finally say my piece? Who'd even listen? Would it be worth it?

So fundamentally I've been left wondering: What is the ethical thing to do here? I don't actually want my ex to be hurt. I'm very happy she's away from my various issues and able to start fresh with healthier relationships. I don't want to jeopardize that.

But...What do I do with what was said?

I never got to say my piece. I kept logs that might have helped me out but never released them because the giant Twitter mudslinging between two people never ends well for either party. It just escalates and you look like an asshole and make everyone really uncomfortable.

I was in a fundamentally broken, doomed relationship with a streamer for 14 years. It ended very ugly. I really hoped that it would not be brought into public because I knew I would just vanish. I'm a private person and losing that privacy is horrifying. I got some alarming messages from people.

Ya know.

I'm sitting here finding people to refollow from Twitter. People I got to know a bit over two years then had to vanish from. Creative people whose work I enjoyed watching evolve. I still feel nervous visiting streams or servers or checking in with them, like I'm doing something wrong.

Every time Elon Musk fucks up bluesky gets more diverse in its userbase so you should see fewer furry cocks over time!

It's just funny to me that out of all of the various tightknit communities that could have rapidly proliferated here, it was furries

It's hilarious to me. Back when Bluesky was invite only, you'd look at the top top feeds. The furry art feed was more populated than the regular art feed by a significant margin. Furry porn was in the top 10 biggest feeds

Greetings, I'm the Duke of Silver.

Owner of the Rally Point community. I paint minis, I stream soulsborne games, I parry a lot and I'm now here on Bluesky for the forseeable.

Twitch- www.twitch.tv/duke_silver
Discord- discord.gg/sqXUCWVNNK

I hope they can eventually add the gallery-style media tab at some point. I miss it

Though there'll probably be mods for that

After the Brazilian wave rolled through and receded a bit, I've discovered the four categories of user bluesky seems to revert to

1) Nerdy trans women making cool things
2) Furries
3) Authors, lawyers and Ph.Ds
4) Elder millennials and Gen X liberals who talk like Frasier

Obv there's some overlap

She wouldn't pass the challah

When Bwagi Ennze Panca was a young Bangaa