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For sure. It sucks how many memes and online jokes you do any digging on the background of and it's like "oh that's straight up nazi shit."

And a reason the "virgin" is a weak chinned, darker haired and dark eyed man with often a larger/hooked nose and sloped forehead.

Hate to be that person but the Chad vs Virgin meme is like....extremely, deeply, profoundly facist/nazi. As is the "Nordic Man" (also known as "Aryan Man") meme which is sometimes also called "Chad". They are alt right memes at their core. There's a reason "Chad" is a blonde blue eyed white man.

GetGianni doing god's work of enforcing mandatory bimbofication!

My gender is acting up

Pissed off that my doctor didn't even have the decency to send me a portal message. Sent a message to her nurse to relay to me over the phone.

Probably so I wouldn't have anything on record I could use to say I'd been denied treatment or something. Or just so I couldn't respond.

Doctor had her nurse tell me she thinks my health issues are "psychological". And that there's nothing medical help can do.

Recommends therapy.

What a joke.

I'd sleep off being pissed but the muscle spasms I get every night and that have been getting increasingly worse make that impossible.

Enough gabapentin and magnesium citrate and eventually I can fall asleep, but it's getting farther and farther into the morning before I can. It's 7am now but every time I try to close my eyes, my body convulses awake. It's very uncomfortable...

So my nightly/morning leg spasms/body convulsions has recently added on the symptom of extreme itchiness all over my lower body that gets insanely bad when I try to sleep.

My legs are just one big rash. The itch sets off more spasms and the spasms aggravate the itching.

Congratulations!

Gianni Matragrano has been desperately (and unsuccessfully) trying to escape knowing what I think for the better part of 2 years, god help him.

Streamily, I know this is just the title of the automated message you send everyone who gets a print from @getgianni.com (streamily.com/GetGianni), but I cannot express how incorrect this statement is.

Marieke out here eating rusty metal strips. *Cronch*

"Brox Kirby got isekai'd into New Neo New Jersey by a big buff bunny with a huge cock" is something that, if you don't watch @castersandcastles.bsky.social, makes no sense. But, if you've been keeping up with the adventures of BK and friends these last few sessions, also does not make sense.

Hey Nightdive Studios I can't help but notice you forgot to announce you remastering Quake 4. I'm sure this is an embarrassing mistake for you so just be sure to clear that up as soon as possible

Twitch Twitch is the world

www.twitch.tv/luxlightly

Okay. I'm late to streaming today because I was toooooo tired but I'm going to jump on and play a bit of oblivion in like 5 minutes

Twitch Twitch is the world

www.twitch.tv/luxlightly

Gonna take my dog for a walk then, when I get back, gonna stream Warframe Wednesday. Should be meeting The Hex today!

The horror and dismay at being told to use chatGPT for medical advice BY MY DOCTOR is truly indescribable.

I explained why that's a horrible idea and she seemed to at least basically understand. She clearly knew how it worked. I get the feeling the hospital just pushes them to give out their app.

By which I mean that I keep hiding very low opacity images of it in things I present him.

No! That is the Bear Ghost! Richard is art Gianni got at a con. The Bear Ghost is Gianni's piece of fan art for the band "Bear Ghost" that he doodled on the back of a signed print and the recipient got tattooed on their skin, much to Gianni's dismay. It continues to haunt him.

His masterpiece (originally from the back of a signed print, but carefully extracted and refined):

Bear God, you say? It just so happens that Gianni has some pretty amazing art he created of a spirit bear character I'm sure he'd he happy to share as character token art.

I have the LFG one! It's very sparkly. :) I bought a sticker collecting book just to store all the amazing stickers Marieke gave me! They're very high quality.

So there's not much anyone can or will do. It's clear I'm suffering from the effects of hyperglycemia, but there's not really much to do about it.

It's fine. I did go to the hospital and they confirmed that my blood sugar was only 1 or 2 points above normal. Sadly, my body's "normal" is very different from the national average for basically everything. My calcium and PTH were "normal" even with 2 tumors on my parathyroids.

What Gianni didn't mention about the dick towel is that those were all his own creations. What a truly multifaceted artist.

Have fun you crazy kids!

Me after writing another 800 word essay post about the use of movement to convey agency in Warframe