Beau as in Bovine

I almost didnt graduate because they kept putting me in courses I couldnt keep up with and then blamed ME for that. Over and Over. Some of us didnt burn out, and someone has to be the bottom of the class.

I need there to be more talk about the gifted kid experience OUTSIDE of the burnout of successful children. Some of us continually crashed and burned and needed to he taken out of gifted courses and provided actual resources.

I think I want people to understand there is a trans experience outside of skinny and that experience comes with different rules and social punishment.

If my lieges could please help me fulfill my quota by rting and helping me find customers. 🥺 I am trying to budget money to pay for my mom's lasik and help me fix my teeth / atrophied jaw. ❤️‍🩹

the fact is, Jerry isnt here yet and we are not bones. We are living humans face to face. Is THIS how you want to treat people? For real life?

people are wrong all the time, we used to think the sun orbited us and now we dont I think I can live with Archeologist Jerry thinking im a chick some odd 100 years past my time.

"Archeologist will dig up your-" okay even if that were true, which is isnt, why is your gotcha line the equivalent of "Someday when all of us are gone, people might be wrong about you."

Feeling super vulnerable about being fat and big.

"thats my caterpillar" really sums up the feeling....ough my heart

Panel 1 Polly and Dan are sitting in the school hallway. Polly is starting to come calm down a little after experiencing some heavy anxiety. Dan has his favorite soda next to him, Soda Flavored Soda. Polly: I was called to the school office. And it made me worry that my mom or sister got hurt. Panel 2 Polly begins to feel a little agitated with herself. Polly: Ever since my dad died, I'm scared of losing them. I never used to worry like this. Panel 3 Dan: That's rough. But I'm sure you worry because you love them. Panel 4 Dan: It sucks that realizing how much people mean to you comes with new fears.

Polly & Dan (Part 4) - Gator Days

I want to remain kind to people who feel my grass is greener than theirs. I want to remain kind to the people who are so hurt, they look for a different experience. I want to remain kind even as people long for experiences that were bad for me, because part of me gets it; The grass is always greener

"Teachers will love this gift!-" Im outside your house with a metal pipe, just give teachers cash or read their supply list stop giving them resin coasters with crayons in them.

thinking hard about trans erasure tonight and how it impacts people much more than is talked about. Thinking about how young trans men and boys are labeled as girls in studies and how that obscures the data and the perception of trans people. thinking about how studies on women dont include tfems.

Consistently amazed at the sheer volume of food one needs to consume if eating a nutritionally balanced diet, as opposed to, say, half a peanut butter sandwich five times a day.

finding out the reason i have to pay out of pocket is because I had excess skin (im fat and needed my body shaped) is sucky. Finding out the alterations to make my body my home are "cosmetic" to my insurance is sucky
not nearly as sucky as not having my gender affirming care tho, holding onto that

hee hee heee }:3

-It feels like people think a artists space isn't "for them" because they arent an "artist". So now I say "arts and crafts" much more often and it seems to help.

Maybe related, when running events I noticed that folks are more likely to show up and participate in an art project if you call the activity "arts and crafts project" vs "art project". Something about the phrase "arts and crafts" seems to take some of the pressure off of folks.-

staring at my hands and visualizing them as hooves and giggling :) its a new drug you should try it

Sadly turning someone into a big, grazing cow is not an option in reality which is why antidepressants exist.

is there anything mote beutiful than lip gloss when you have a little mustache??? lip gloss with facial haitr??? mmm

Fffinally,,, saved up enough for a pc,,, sniff sneef,,, ive never had onna those before ,,, and itll be mine!!! Then i can draw everyone as ponies and play minecraft like i was born to