Trashy

Sometimes you get a read that feels like you took the other player's soul

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Five Nights at Freddy's (2023)
Stupid cheesy movie. I really enjoyed it

John Carpenters: The thing
What a good movie, I rarely watch movies these days. But damn this was so goddamn good
Genuine masterpiece

Sometimes you find a fighting game character with a really cute aesthetic and you wanna play them. But then they're a clunky low tier

ハルジオ

Warhammer 40K: Mechanicus
Holy fuck, this game is so good. Very mentally ill about the Adeptus Mechanicus, so this game just kinda just did it for me.
Haven't played a turn based strategy game in a while as well. So it was a genuinely good refresher of sorts

Hmm, well for example. If i see a small goober with a big weapon, or a bunny/rabbit of any kind i might go "Oh that's a festive"

Say something about me, that when i play games or consume any media with characters, i will sometimes see a character in the game i just go "Oh yeah that reminds me of an oomfie"

Yeah okay, the biggest downside to this entire sequence is that it builds the enemy an entire bar of burst lmao

Found my first proper ToD combo with my team, kinda nice feeling. The Teemo double down super in the end isn't even necessary on characters that don't have 1,100 health

Simply just got frustrated at someone while playing online because they were running away and being a big ol bitch

Sometimes, you play against someone in a fighting game, and I can tell by the way they play, I know they haven't felt the joy and whimsy of a good ass 3d platformer

Damn, Necron teleportation technology is pretty crazy

Sorry for the long thread. Thinking about what's going on in my head and just seeing how it's the cause of all my mental problems is not fun in the slightest

Def gonna work on it now that I know it's an issue though, or at least try my hardest to like talk to people outside of my small circle more

Closing myself off and only talking to a few people at a time has definitely also had a strain on my mental at times as well, and my dumbass has done so incredibly little to help it and just letting it fester in my mind until I suddenly get hit by the loneliness thoughts which ruins my mood

Def been moving myself away from talking to friends or interacting with people just because of that. Hiding away, becoming a fly on a wall, and posting on social media so people can interact with whatever I yell into the void is so much easier for me, than like just sending a message in a group chat

The feeling of social isolation I've been feeling as of late? The feelings of getting in people's way getting worse the more time I don't interact with people/groups

Not being able to talk in large chats? Multiply the getting in the way issue and multiply that with the amount of people in a group

The problems I've been having with loneliness and socialising? Thats because of feeling like I'm in people's way and feeling like I'm not allowed to "intrude" on them (talk to them normally)

Okay, so I realised this trying to make a fun and quirky post. But holy hell I def have huge issues atm about feeling like in people's way

Realising it made it infinitely worse because it's also a huge part of a lot of other mental issues I'm having

Realising a deep-rooted mental issue at 1am is the most fun thing ever

Nothing beats that high of your first proper burst bait, like goddamn

They added a rat to 2XKO, and you know what, he's kinda fun, in that "I'm being as annoying as possible on purpose" kind of way

I love all my friends dearly, but like there's just something about the ADHD freaks in my life where the brainwaves just align and the "Magic" happens. Idk it's hard to explain tbh

Been thinking about something as of late, and it's really funny how most of people that i have ended up having the closest bonds to over the years have just mostly been fellow ADHD freaks. Guessing it's because i don't feel too guilty yapping endlessly to a fellow freak compared to most other people

Cloverpit
Just got the true ending, and you know what, fun ass game. Kind of "Balatro but slot machine," in the sense that it's all about manipulating it and having fun that idea, and damn the dopamine rushes the game can give on a good run is a lot, tho it's super RNG based, like more than usual

Psychonauts 2
I already adore the first game, and this is more of that game but somehow better at points. It had levels that are somehow better than the first game, and that game had some fucking bangers. Absolute recommendation

The more I think about this maid thing, the more I learn how genuinely deep-rooted it is, like so incredibly many cases where I look back and go "Oh yeah this character I like/wanna be is a maid" it's so genuinely over, fate has been sealed, I am funny maid now

Maid with a big battleaxe send skeet

Recently got hit with a revelation that i'm surprisingly *really* into maid stuff. And learning there are so many things i can trace it back to, made the revelation hit so fucking hard you could probably hear the tf2 crit sound from wherever you live

So I reached what I think is the mid point of Hollow Knight, and idk how i feel about the game atm. Think it's def a case of the game just not being for me, and tbh I would be perfectly okay with that. I gave the game a fair chance and found out it just wasn't for me