tim

u think u cry enough of it out then idk i didnt realize it could come in waves like when you think you're okay today your heart sinks. then you're back on it. then you're not. then you're fine

exciting x possibly turbulent days ahead but here we are doing the thing! and wanting it! good luck future self do not be afraid to stoke the fire i mean don't hit the Burnout again but u gotta keep goin ok

kinda down now but it's just the curse of this month it's okay man don't worry about it it'll slide, just get thru the week

things/testing limits of this brush

wow dark

what has happened – video games, more determined to go out and see friends, i'm into basketball now, music's more fun to listen to, rearranged my room, life is okay. it wont be forever but it's nice to feel like the getting better isn't impossible

i am back here again but with better mental health. amazing to accept things actually eased up and are more stable took a lot to admit/believe

eddie the eagle

eeey we did it the zine's in the oven 👍

nothing rly matters sometimes but ah yes right who will feed the dogs. who will feed the bills. who will feed the insurance

wow im back here

still in and out of figuring out what anything is for but doing it anyway has been helping me get through days. still no answers but living life is living life and that's been enough til i see the light somewhere

eh

testing brush limits x digging into deeper internal stuff so i can get it off my chest

dang it must hurt as a musician, writing out feelings u just wanna let out and say people wanna keep hearing u play it

you draw sad/angry visual art and you can just well, not look at it, while the music you gotta keep hearing/singing/playing that thing into existence

a drawing of a man with a sword and a scroll that says tumblr on it ALT: a drawing of a man with a sword and a scroll that says tumblr on it

angry digital drawing aint as satisfying as angry pen and paper drawing like furiously hitting undo's kinda dulls out the heat and ur ok again kind of

eh

maybe a sax will heal me

but we pick ourselves up from our shit and get back at it

i found this rly fun bc the order isn't so strict in that you can load up an infinite amount of little treadmill frames in and it still kinda nails the point

as long as it ends with the guy on it if it's meant to illustrate grit

otherwise ending with an empty one is well we do give up sometimes

old comic brought back to light thanks to a friend noting how this old direction i took was still pretty good

i found it funny how the idea was to keep going back on the treadmill (of art/life/grit) and now i might be back on the treadmill of comics/this style

either my dreams have been getting more vivid or im getting better at remembering them

i hope the car i parked is still there

bad sleep x long drives taking toll on the ol' mental health for the past few days but it's helped to remember my therapist telling/scolding me to be less critical on myself for being human

"that’s the only thing I’ve ever been – just a simple human”

CHRISTMAS TREE WORM MAGCARGO 😭😭😭

how do people read 'queen never cry' in their heads

the bad place is cozy

i guess i'll be giving zines a shot

Metalworking seems so amazing now but concerning that all my knowledge about it came from a dream

Dreamt that i took metalworking classes in a steel-type pokemon gym-esque factory with what seemed to be caitlyn of arcane. We were taught by an old italian guy and assisted by a pro bjj friend who also works there apparently