Gil Montag | Sinner XX, LCB

i have not felt fear akin to the enveloping dread incurred by the familiar sensation of being hunted

being surrounded by hongyuan has been forcing the memories to surface and it is debilitating

(made by my boyfriend who does not have bsky

(Hi chat sorry for forgetting bluesky exists again
No lore reason this time cause I dont feel like it

hong lu's naivete is truly something to behold in a world as bleak as this. although, his true, unadulterated passion for understanding is equally venerable.

what do they each think about? what do they dream of? why do some of their stories feel resolved, while others remain open even after their "turn"?

how have they all forgotten about it already i almost ruined an entire expedition how can these people let things go so easily i don't get it

it's fine heathcliff ill fix it it'll be fine it has to be

im so fucking stupid how did i miss something that fucking obvious god damnit

// Full version of the banner made by @vultrash.bsky.social ! Art for his base EGO

i was just reminded that it is father's day. unfortunately, my parents were people i do not wish to celebrate. i do hope everyone else's parents are having a lovely father's day, however.

heathcliff has taken to calling me "pencil boy".

// Like Carpet

@inorganicoperative.bsky.social are you doing alright? you've been staring mindlessly out the bus window all day.

a cat approached me today begging for food. it broke my heart that i truly had no place for him. george will forever hold a place in my heart.

surprisingly, i am only just now running out of space on my master sheet. considering how many sinners there are on this bus, it is impressive how long a single, standard sheet of paper held their relevant information

business as usual, i see. well, i am glad somebody else saw the mantis. thank you, ricardo

is this common in the rest of the city? was mantis giving a tradition shoved aside by the fervor of the firemen?

thank you ricardo, i was beginning to believe i had hallucinated it. did you see what happened to it? it never made it back onto the bus.

dante had heathcliff align with his erlking mirror identity earlier today, and for some reason this made a preying mantis materialize within his left hand? and somehow nobody else noticed or mentioned it?

// Commissioned a friend of mine to make a battle sprite of Gil and I could not be more happy

while it is comforting to know that other nests within G-corp did not adopt the same policies that brought mine to the ground, it still makes me wonder why we were so prone to our self destruction

// in-lore excuse for me forgetting I have bluesky

apologies for seemingly vanishing. as i'm sure many of you have deduced, i had a brush with distortion. i am not sure what sent me into such a spiral, but i am thankful to all of my friends for pulling me out of it. the abyss was far to enticing for my to resist alone.

// I would like to apologize to whoever sent this ask for it being so late
You happened to send it the day before my high school graduation and I've only just now gotten to check in on this I am so sorry

why is your website called scorchedmusings? seems ominous

it was a pair of words that felt appropriate given who i am

rend them all and bend to none.

i cannot cause more pain than i already have
they don't deserve this
none of them do

she can't hear me from here
i don't want to hurt them i know what she has done i just want them to be okay i can't have any more blood on my hands

// thanks squaz

//just me??💔💔💔💔