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Comment allez-vous? L'autre moi. Started on Jun 14, 2023 S/N 125761

16 Followers  |  13 Following  |  141 Posts  |  Joined: 14.06.2023
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If a bond is so weak that it breaks when the real me is revealed, then let it break when I show my true self.

For those who wish to be loved even if it means locking away their true selvesβ€”for them alone, I can change.

25.11.2025 14:42 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Someone who shares your love for the same scenery...
They call that a "sworn friend," you know.

25.11.2025 14:08 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Ah, I'm still alive!

11.10.2025 23:49 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Three-day weekend?
What's that? Is it tasty?

11.10.2025 23:48 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

⧉ SHARE I’m At

28.08.2025 03:40 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

⧉ SHARE I’m At

28.08.2025 03:07 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

My goal is to surpass the age my dad ran through.
It's only 4 years away...seems so far away and yet so little...
A strange feeling.

27.05.2025 15:35 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I may or may not want to create an X account again.
It's also the time of year when I'm wondering about "here we go!"

23.05.2025 14:37 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

The few dozen percent that happen to you are your own fault.
The other few percent are no one's fault but their inequality.

09.03.2025 14:54 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

A flower that will never die in its lifetime
But you will never be a flower that never withers.
If you live a diligent life, one day you will be rewarded.
If you say it like that, it's a lie.

09.03.2025 14:53 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Forgiveness moves you forward, resentment stops you.
Blame me for that. Blame me for that, too.
It's gonna keep you standing. All of it.
Forgive everything and everyone but me and move on.

09.03.2025 14:53 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Fly high.

08.03.2025 18:04 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

What do you want to be when you are born again?
I'd like to fly above the clouds.
There is no freedom there, though.

08.03.2025 18:02 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Fortunately, I don't have the interval where I want to disappear, but I do have quite a few feelings of pettiness.

08.03.2025 17:48 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm sure sooner or later it was destined to be this way, right?
I'm just grateful to be alive.

08.03.2025 17:45 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I have been blessed with many professional friends, that's all I have.

05.03.2025 14:18 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

There is a saying, "If you hate the monk, you will hate the kesa," and I have a hunch that this is what is going on now.

05.03.2025 14:09 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

02.03.2025 23:16 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm still okay.
No rarefied thoughts so far.

Apparently it's not depression.
Just psychosomatic, no big deal.

02.03.2025 15:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

In the meantime, I'll have to submit a medical report to my workplace.
You should all be proactive in using industrial physicians.
before they break down.

02.03.2025 15:17 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

According to my relatives, I'm looking like I'm out of the woods now.
If that's the case, maybe it's not a bad thing.

02.03.2025 15:13 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I've started taking psychiatric drugs, but the scariest part is when I have to go off them.

Dependency.

02.03.2025 15:04 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Unfortunately, it's not retirement, just a left turn.

02.03.2025 15:00 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It's a demotion to the left.

02.03.2025 14:58 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I thought it was all your fault.
But you told me that you are the one who is going round and round.

I am sure someone is waiting impatiently for my end.
I'll have a cup of tea and wait for the day that will come soon.

02.03.2025 14:56 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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02.03.2025 12:03 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It's just a job.

02.03.2025 01:44 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Que serΓ‘, serΓ‘

01.03.2025 13:46 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Speaking of which, I have received an unofficial notice and will be leaving my current job starting in the new year. It's a left transition, so to speak.
Looking back, it has been a very intense 12 years.
I am going to be busy taking over the job.

01.03.2025 02:13 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

I've voluntarily sought counseling from an occupational physician and started taking clothiazepam, the first prescription I've had in 30 years, but it's not helping at all.
I don't understand why I want to overdose.
Let's just say that I've learned my lesson on this one.

01.03.2025 01:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0