Amaya Rourke: Coeurage Cultivator

Happy birthday, love bug 💙

With you 100%

Slowing down versus aggressive confusion

Hitting an impenetrable (but definable) wall vs hitting an impenetrable (but undefinable) fog of irritation

You ever eat a food so bizarre and unpleasant that it gives you a mild existential crisis about reality?

You may think this is impossible, but I am here to say that it indeed can happen at any time

The chances are never 0

😭 nooooo

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The worst thing about late stage capitalism is that I love being a thoughtful pen pal who writes beautiful, thoughtful replies...

Yet, all of my bandwidth for writing beautiful/thoughtful things is used to barely keep up with work–which I also love & find important!

I want enough for both! BOTH!

^^^^^ The lit ass party that the alpha demon (the world's largest Labubu they are fundraising to destroy) is throwing to recruit more followers of Satan

LMFAO Labubu = Pazuzu is sending me

And my parents have had satanic panic my entire life, so you're not wrong 🤷‍♀️

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How your message finds me in my offshore lighthouse

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Oh then they want a mute mother and maid whom they occasionally have sex with. My brain instantly does this:

a cliff overlooking a body of water with waves crashing on the shore . ALT: a cliff overlooking a body of water with waves crashing on the shore .

Back on my bullshit where I intensely long for the sea with every fiber of my being, waking, sleeping, and everything in between

And here I thought that tide had receded

YouTube video by DCP Entertainment Do Men Just Want Women Who Are Quiet? Josh Johnson on Dating

This right here:

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at the point in a project where I am 10000% decision fatigued

but there are still some truly important decisions I have to make

and my brain is struggling to find a fuck to give (my primary energy source, dwindling, sparce, in drought) so I can apply myself to the task 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

Image of this quote: “The logic of worldly success rests on a fallacy: the strange error that our perfection depends on the thoughts and opinions and applause of other men! A weird life it is, indeed, to be living always in somebody else's imagination, as if that were the only place in which one could at last become real!” ― Thomas Merton, The Seven Storey Mountain

On my mind this morning... It truly is bizarre

YouTube video by Atsuko Okatsuka Who has a necklace with their name on it? 🙋🏻‍♀️From my Hulu & Disney+ special “Father”!

Big Hugs my love <3

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SWOOON @racheldeering.bsky.social did the heron ask you to marry her after this?

I got to this point last year, and it took a while to reorient to turning my big thoughts into deeper/longer content that was better served somewhere besides socials. But imo very worth the effort

a baby is sitting in a crowd with a woman holding him and screaming yes . ALT: a baby is sitting in a crowd with a woman holding him and screaming yes .

❤️‍🔥💃✨

I deserve all the cookies right now. I just whittled down a class by about 1/3 of it's original size. PRAISE ME this is really hard lol

"We labor at our daily work more ardently and thoughtlessly than is necessary to sustain our life because to us it is even more necessary not to have leisure to stop and think. Haste is universal because everyone is in flight from [themself]." - Nietzche

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Time to take out the pickle jar and make some little dollies

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Had another wave of "oh god I'm an old now" reading about the end of Warped Tour, and a retrospective of how 2005 pop-punk (Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Paramore) literally helped it begin turning a real profit 😅

Maybe the problem is how astrologer is popularly defined, and the silent expectations we assume it has.

But I also understand this.

I see you as a priest/ess facilitating connection with God(s) and faith community, and astrology is one of the tools you use to do so.

We are made of bread and light, and love that is the song of a blackbird to the morning, a bat's wings to the night air. The moon, a scythe, to reap us, the sun, a child that sails away - we weave a religion full of fatherless sons and immaculate women that only gods may touch. We have always made our own kings, and tasting hunger, truth has watched, its crow's eye upon the work of harvest and plough. To cut the sheaf, then the earth, these dark sods, rich as blood, raised, but a promise even as they harden - of hope perhaps, in a seed or the black tips of a hare's ears, in the secrets of our grandmothers.

A poem of mine for today ~ Lammas ~

Woooof feel this so deeply

YES!

a cartoon of a man sitting at a desk with papers flying out of his head . ALT: a cartoon of a man sitting at a desk with papers flying out of his head .

Me: I shall write a simple 2 hour workshop

Narrator: the only way she would be capable of making this a 2 hour workshop is if she wrote an entire masterclass first

Who knew that iteration on old work with a better/more aligned focus would actually make much greater work in the long run? 😮‍💨😭

OMG sending you a big hug 😭💙