@spookyalliecake.bsky.social
Musician: Alainah Rose Paranormal investigator & author. Feral housewife and mother of cats
One minute I think I'm doing better, the next I feel like I can't go on
17.10.2025 23:35 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I am genuinely not okay
17.10.2025 03:43 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0nothing like crippling fomo
14.10.2025 07:03 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Omg I'm in a full blown anxiety attack and I'm just sitting here internalizing it
14.10.2025 04:16 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0cool cool cool this is fine
14.10.2025 04:02 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Tired of always being seen as the crazy one, the stupid one, or the doormat
11.10.2025 23:24 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Wish I was a better human or even just enough
27.09.2025 04:50 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Hoa hoa hoa hoa hoaaaaa
04.09.2025 02:48 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Maybe I can vent here without people attacking me in the comments and telling me I deserved it or sending me death threats, unlike on X and Threads
08.08.2025 18:23 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
My acoustic EP is out now !! It's on Spotify today and will be on all other platforms this week. I worked so hard on this and hope you enjoy it. Tw : this is a dark record that deals with themes of ab*se and severe mental health struggles. open.spotify.com/album/11ViNM...
16.07.2025 00:11 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
update I have a new song out on all platforms open.spotify.com/track/0748p4...
12.07.2025 03:39 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I can only bite my tongue
12.06.2025 03:49 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Very much not ok after these last few months but I don't wanna actually talk about it so I'll just post about it here where no one looks at my posts 😇
12.06.2025 03:43 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I love love love my job ❤️🧿
24.05.2025 02:04 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I saw wild dolphins today !!!
05.04.2025 02:48 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Forgot to update that I'm half blonde now
30.03.2025 03:09 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Like I actually had a full blown breakdown and cried nonstop for HOURS over pretty much nothing today
06.03.2025 04:32 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0In so much pain I can't even pinpoint where it's coming from. I just know it hurts enough that I'm holding back tears
06.03.2025 04:28 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I ❤️ being simultaneously too much and not enough ❤️❤️❤️
07.02.2025 16:29 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0the number of people I've lost respect for over the last week has been astounding
25.01.2025 03:37 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Feeling lonely sucks
01.01.2025 19:28 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Merry Christmas to all who celebrate 🥂🎄
26.12.2024 00:59 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I do actually think I should get a free pizza for every 10 books I read
20.12.2024 22:51 — 👍 7113 🔁 682 💬 199 📌 46I'm also an advocate for trauma survivors, feminism, and equal rights for all! 🏳️🌈
21.12.2024 03:10 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Looking for #mutuals.
I love music (making it and listening to it), paranormal / spooky stuff, writing, animals, Supernatural, and my fav artists are I See Stars, Ren, Skydxddy, and Breaking Benjamin!
It's the weirdest feeling to have genuinely no value or purpose in life but also still get up and do life every day because you just gotta.
17.12.2024 03:12 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I don't drink, but I feel like I need to get absolutely sloshed rn
17.12.2024 02:46 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Thinking about what I want for Christmas (a pet shark so I can boop the snoot)
16.12.2024 05:00 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I really feel like seeing my fav band live again would cure the ache in my chest, just for a little while. Lord knows it did last time.
09.12.2024 05:17 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0found out one of my all time fav musicians is apparently a p.o.s. 🙃
06.12.2024 02:09 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
