Melvin 🫧

nah that guys name is daniel

vins name is ACTUALLY melvin but for the sake of my sanity i call him vin bc i have so many mfs named mel its driving me insane

vin time
#originalcharacter #digitalart #ocart

motivational poster

Felt in pain, might take ibuprofen later <3

#cesspitdnd #wasteofwater

ill be fine, just the average mentally ill spectacle as ill probably come to regret later. dont care right now. my body is so tense it hurts.

the drive to fight and tear and thrash through everything, the drive to survive. the want to find that exit on your own terms. i dont know what im saying anymore. i dont know who i am anymore. is this mel? am I mel? I think so, but now i can never be sure. I worry I won't even realize i'm gone.

I want to be free I want to run i want to fight but in the end does it matter? Is the outcome the same? Maybe I was doomed from the start, as soon as I stepped on the tracks. Maybe the path of least resistance is easier than fighting for nothing. but am I really alive? with no drive?

it will come through the tunnel at any time, when i expect it the most or when i expect it the least. either way it will come through. is there any possibility i could've ran and eventually find the exit? Does it exist? am I capable of controlling if I am to live or not? What do i control?

i feel like a burden on everyone i meet and its starting to catch up to me and i am becoming keenly aware of how obscenely pathetic i am as a person. how do i pull myself out? how can I get out of the train tracks? was i doomed to lay here, accept I am in a tunnel with no clear exit?

if you really think about it this body is just a vessel and we are what makes it whole

i think hes a mood booster n hes out of dormancy bc my brain was like ookkkk lets stop wanting to off ourself atleast for a little bit. here . have a lamb with a god complex. i kept him safe in the back folds of ur brain for this occasion

guy emerges from dormancy chill and whimsical af (my system brought him back for a reason and we have not figured out why yet bc this guy has barely logged any info abt himself pre-dormancy)

bsky.app/profile/toon...

bsky.app/profile/toon...

i hate the prophet so much i hate

late birthday gift for @gentlejester.bsky.social (he does not use bluesky ever)
this guy is the brother to vin (the clown boy)

yaaa I havent tried it myself since ive generally opted for pens but have heard good things about it from other traditional artists I know !!

i heard a good way to seal the graphite so it doesnt rub against the other side of the papers is when ur done seal it with a Very thin layer of hairspray

Sillyyyy

evil steryn be like i DO use discord

viorel but in his scientist fit. he looks more scruffy

boy you so trauma
free top surgery from the alien creature who made you its host (yay)

my dr sent another months worth of T to my pharmacy since the girl that needs to send me my bloodwork papers is away ... epic win ? give it up for MONTH 4

I def think the majority is just me waking up and posting and falling back asleep, i can usually figure out when someone from our sys posts something (Usually) but its just funny looking back at whatever tf was said bc i dont remember making those posts LOL

...yeahhh

i might just be having a weird auditory hallucination, or im just crazy

i realized it sounds like i was saying tge words sounded the same. no. our fridge sounds like a washing machine

like the one next to the bed

mini fridge sounds like washing machine