Melvin 🫧

sick every single time i wake up. idk whats wrong. everything is falling apart. god. fuck my life

as soon as i think things should get better everything starts to fall apart. idk why im surprised anymore. smtg smtg when them fajitas come out sizzlin

monitor randomly killed itself last night lol my luck is awful. wolf let me borrow one of his until i get a new one

took bandage off my left thumb n yea theres a pretty big blister forming, right hand thumb n pointer still bandaged bc i use them the most

god they fucking hurt. i can still hold a pen tho

protip: when ur upset just grip a pillow or smth dont try to open a freshly baked potato bc ur convinced that itll only burn a Little bit but then the potato explodes and latches to ur skin and burns you. then after 5 minutes u only then realize how much it hurts.

i burned my hands bad, right hand my pointer finger is bandaged, same with my thumb (not as bad, just two bandaids), and then my left hand my thumb is bandaged. cant bend any of them. fml

YESSSS LITTLE BABY

i cant send pictures in dms so @alocarra.bsky.social cat pictures

this does make me feel better thank you alo 🙏

mom made me a small personal pizza tho so yay mom i still have a decent dinner tonight

to top it off i overcooked the pasta i made bro. why. what did i do man

today was a horrible day. what a surprise.

like i think if i pushed myself i would instinctively start to gag n might get sick but if i just Stay Still sitting up i should be ok? i was gonna put laundry away n shower FMLLLLL

i woke up. six hours later. still nauseous!! its not weven the "im gonna throw up." kind its just Uncomfortable. random debuff number 7,536,325

ive tried to go back to sleep three times but body wont let me i just get nauseous

mfw i wake up at 5 am n then get three separate waves of severe nausea one of which had me dry heaving. the chicken and rice is out for me. it heard i didnt want anymore of it. free me

WHEN THEM FAJITAS COME OUT SIZZLIN!

LMFAOOO

im so fucking sick of eating chicken and rice bowls theyre so good but fuck i dont wanna eat this for the fourth time in like a week bro. i want a pizza. but im broke.

Since we're on hiatus ive been rewriting a lot of powered by water cesspit stuff n overall trying to make it smth im more happy with, redesigned a character i hated the design of so bad. fuck u blanc

i am dressed as jeff the killer

been so tired, keep having sudden energy crashes, im so stressed and paranoid and i have so much i wanted to get done this month but havent been able. i havent drawn properly in a week or so. im so tired.

I think the issue is mainly the sauce unfortunately, any kind of tomato product causes me immense heartburn but i tried to do mostly blended up beans and carrots in the sauce this time and its still happening. I love having GERD 💔 I had quite a bit of it so maybe thats the biggest issue

again

handle change

im being stalked again

i cleaned and swept the FLOOR I cleaned wolfs DESK I made the BED I took a SHOWER I am fucking exhausted and its only THREE PM