GreenSpeckSare

Sometimes I forget people actually see this. I’m glad I’m not screaming to the void. :) Thank you

I wonder when. My husband will be home. Says the wife to whom he didn’t bother to say goodbye, or see ya, or love you, or kiss my ass, nothing. I thought he was home working but nope. Poof. Weird kind of disrespect.

Sometimes I don’t know why I’m married to someone who can’t show the smallest amount of respect for me. Who leaves for a 4 hour trip with a goodbye? Certainly not me. That’s cool.

My kid moved to school so I’m having a pity pool party. Complete with bologna and cheese sandwiches and red Doritos. And tears. I keep thinking he’s going to pop out of his room any minute.

Confession. I’m terrified to be home without my son. I’ll have to face my marriage and I really don’t want to.

I am really struggling with my only child going off to college in 7 days. He’s been my purpose for the last 18 years. Not that I won’t continue to be his biggest fan, it will just be different switching from parenting to guidance in a way. Anyway. What do I do now??

Not feeling worth the energy I require today. Sigh.

Intrusive thoughts are winning today. Send help. Do NOT wrap this vehicle around a tree.

Confession. I am a DCI wannabe groupie.

It’s exhausting living in perpetual disappointment.

I’m in a social work struggle. I don’t feel like I’m doing any good. The problems our system has now are the same ones we had when I started my career in 2003. Plus some new ones. Every time I dive into these cases I become more sad and angry. It’s effecting every thing. I’m just sad.

I feel like I called this last week in conversation with the bff. I said it would happen this weekend. I was born in 80. Have I ever not existed in a war-free period??

The rapture needs to go on a rapture already cuz these folks are nutso.

I may have just lost the first close friend over politics. I feel deceived that these beliefs were hidden and revealed thru fb. Omg I’m so sad.

Why is the word Madleen showing NO results??? THIS IS HOW YOU KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING IS WRONG!!

Freedom Flotilla Coalition says alarm sounded on its Gaza-bound ship Alarm has been sounded on the Freedom Flotilla Coalition's Gaza-bound ship the Madleen and the life jackets were put on preparing for an interception, the coalition said on Monday.

www.reuters.com/world/middle...

I’m proud that I’ve made my opinions and beliefs so public that no one will bring up bullshit around me out of fear of being dragggggged. :)

That heifer unfriended me on fb lol. I’ve never been considered a threat to someone’s marriage. I’ve been 300+ pounds most of my adult life so men never paid serious attention to me. Haaaahahaha. Oh, this feels so good. Sooooo good. The fat girl inside me is extremely happy and very entertained 🏆😏

Whoever it will be has to get all three.

I am anti THIS America. If I could leave, I would take my family and let you guys have this mess. I cannot support an administration that actively seeks to harm ANY of its citizens. I’m being made to feel this makes me anti American, so, okey dokey then!

I wish it mattered, Aaron.

I don’t want to be in a Great Depression when I die, man. Sheeeezus.

I feel better. Is it the Wellbutrin or the sunshine/warmer weather? Who knows. More importantly, who cares!

I miss not thinking about the govt.

Dinner? No problem. Spoonful of peanut butter and a shower.

I’m envisioning a spa-like experience for wellness camp.

I’ve been blaming my declining mental health to hormones and impending perimenopause. Turns out it’s not hormones. That’s normal. I’m just not dealing with life very well anymore, I’m afraid.

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