A.

But if you are deliberately staying away and planning to leave... I hope you can undo that intention, don't leave because I love you very much.

If you fall asleep, it's okay and even good because I know you must be very tired all day, so if you fall asleep... then goodnight my dear.

udah dua jam

if you see this, please answer me

dua jam.

apa aku bisa tidur dengan baik malam ini..

I'm so pathetic

I could cry every night because of the pain

no one understands how much it hurts.

gausah berisik bisa gak? itu tangan gak bisa diem? syndrome kah? ganggu orang tau.

sampai kesabaran gue habis, akan gue tegur tangannya yang tantrum gak jelas itu

hunger, stomach pain, waist and legs.. it feels like I want to take off half my body

Now I'm starving, my stomach hurts twice as much because I'm menstruating too

I have no appetite at all since this morning because my legs and waist hurt

TAPI BETE BANGET LAPERRR

yah tapi temanku udah gak perlu aku perhatiin terus sih, bisa aja kali ya aku tinggal

btw kesal, apakah ini tanda harus balik ke asrama lagi?

tsk.

no way.. mereka mulai lagi

lapar

pusing

aku lupa salah satu alasan aku memilih pulang adalah karena asrama sangat berisik

ah moodku gak bagus

kesal

but whatever, I just hope I don't feel anything when you do that, so I can ignore your treatment that could have offended me.

I'm honestly a bit offended that you deleted the message right away, because I could have been doing something and not holding my phone at the time.

I don't want to care if you start to be unclear, but it feels like it's hurting my heart, too.

Can you express what you're thinking so I can understand?

why

You can do it if I bring her, right? Because you can easily express those sweet words for her than for me.