Yuya sakaki

Haha thank you
I'm surprised it wasn't the first peice I thought of getting tbh
The first one was my neck tattoo
But I made sure to get it on my stomach haha :) for vore reasons

The tattoos I also have. And then Friday I'll update this with the Nyan cat one and fill in for the monster

Im excited to get my tattoo on Friday. Getting Nyan cat and a fill in on my monster energy tattoo in rainbow

There are things I care about morally. I'll have an opinion on but I don't know many facts and other then getting upset when something sounds bad , I don't feel great... Because I'll be heated but I can't talk on the same level

Bleh I wish i could stop feeling bad about myself when I don't know things. Im trying but sometimes I just feel. Like genuinely.. like an idiot. :( idk. Im uneducated and I feel bad

i should ephisise, i DO care about whats in the filles. I think its important IT got out.
Im more meanng Why was this stuff allowed to take place to begin with. i was pretty cranky when i wrote this, the files Are important, im happy they are out, but im mad it happend.
sometimes i get cranky

Not even going to claim im educated. Im really not. But bruh. It's literally just a difference between being someone who cares about people and someone who doesn't.

End ice. End Nazis. End rapists. End pedos end maga end
..idk this shitty fucking hateful whatever
And idk if you don't agree just actually fuck you and end yourself too.

Y'all. I am not a patient person. This whole thing needs to end and it needs to end now.

Idk. Maybe I'm just cranky and tired. Maybe I'm desensitized.
I want them to have justice but maybe it's like bruh. Maybe just believe the victims?
Why are we at this point

I'm not saying the Epstein victims aren't important but idk I kinda don't care about the files because , why do we need them? Why is this administration not gone before it even started.
Maybe I'm desensitized and less empathetic. But I don't see how it makes a difference.

On the flip side it's enjoyable to talk about my interests but unfortunately when it's not about that its like ,why am I feeling the need to spill my heart out about anxiety and fears and , every time I don't know common sense things or... Agh I don't keep anything to myself because I get impulsive

It's not exactly like I need people to know but I feel this addiction or impulse in it
And it's been hard to articulate why. I think it's a trama response somehow to humiliate myself but it's not actually reliving any anxiety and if anything I feel worse every time but yet I find myself doing it.

By now I realize what an anti was but after repeated trauma it gave me anxiety and trauma like yeah I don't "care" but I still was hurt by it to the point where I felt offended. But I think I hate when people misread me. Unfortunately, sometimes I find myself blurting out dumb weaknesses I have

I think antis fucked me up because I think I overshare even when I'm exposing my own incompitance because I fear being misunderstood because I was constantly trying to explain myself but it was fruitless and it caused some sorta idk complex
Or trama response to overshare details people don't need.

I'm always hyper aware of my issues but sometimes being self aware and trying to fix them are two different things 😞

Wouldn't be a issue if it wasn't extreme and excessive which when I have issues unfortunately it usually is

I need to sort out my want to overshare. Almost as if it's a dopamine high. I struggle with "I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't" I'm bringing this up with my psychiatrist I think

art commissions are open , lmk if interested

It sucks because I understand it's how we're going to get anything done but I'm so angry that's what it takes

I feel like I'm in the real life hell. And I am athiest

I hate hate hate how suddenly ice murders a white woman And suddenly people care when I watched so much news of people of all colors getting shot talked about.
Jesus Christ

666 days of Duolingo Japanese lessons

Thank you!

I'm not really sure what I want out of this. Probably just crashing out. I feel like I'm constantly going to explode

I'm depressed. I feel like everyone knows more then I do, I feel stupid. I feel like my reality is falling apart in front of me. I don't know how to regulate my emotions, and I always feel one second away from emotional breakdown.

oking to take commissions to be able to afford the FTM packer i been eyeing if anyone needs an art Or a vrc avi kitbash com lemme know

Y'all are valid but bleh.

I know this is a me problem but nothing bores me faster then talking about vehicles and sports.
"What's your favorite car"
Ugh they all look the same to me.