Kessa || MCR 5 Days

Thank you. It's a lot like that. But also a lot stricter too. It's so bull too because a lot of the metrics my dad judges me for, my bf is way better at (credit score/body fat as examples)

It shouldn't be this way period. I shouldn't have to justify it explain to my dad yk? This shouldn't be

I'll miss your posts 🙏 I hope muchi had a great birthday picnic this weekend

I'm going to leave this account up but I will not be posting to it. Find me on X @/kessakcal

Going back to ed/twt

I have a legal contract with my father I cannot break

I wish there was a nice deep hole I could crawl into and never come out again

Can't bring my boyfriend to my dad's because my dad is racist Nazi fuck and I just can't do that to someone. Just cause I'm stuck with this creature for a parent doesn't mean I have to involve anyone else in it.

Idk what to do. I'm just a disappointment again and honestly close to cutting ties to my dad again because I just can't perform. Sucks that my family is conditional

Annnnnnd I'm a pussy who's flaked on every plan I've made in the last year. I'm not going

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Honorable mention: Fu, my sweet baby boy - I would die for him.

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Really close to going full feral over a new favorite character. I watched T W O (2) episodes on Friday and now I'm current in all 144 chapters of the manga. Show/Manga is Gachikuta and it's sick af. Character is Rudo

But I need to see my dad and I could always fuck off to my old stomping grounds. + It's local so I have my w33d with me.

Surprise beach trip this weekend, I am going to lose it :( I'm going to go completely off the rails this time and just outright refuse to wear a bathing suit. For the record, I don't even know how to swim so I'm not missing out

Rediscovering my love for manga 🫶

Good luck Commander 🫡🫡 Show Saren who's boss

Yeahhhh, Wrex is wonderful, he's a real homie

Oh that's so cool! I recently went back to play the original trilogy at the beginning of the year and had so much fun replaying it. Who's your favorite companion?

This is one of my favorite games ever :)) I really hope you enjoy! The driving is a little tough but you can do it!

No, I can relate. I'm not personally familiar with Ozzy, but I think about Chester Bennington constantly and what his music did for me. You're valid, take all the time and space you need.

❤️🙏 I'm sorry, I hope it gets easier soon for you

I haven't eaten in a few days and I'm not hungry at all.

.... Okay yes, now that you mention it I may be disassociating since I feel nothing at all, period. Not hungry/full, hot/cold, tired/pain. At least I'm still sleeping

I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I'm depressed as hell. So I keep doing things to improve my confidence and I workout in non destructive ways now. It keeps getting worse.

Sorry to jump in. I've been dry brushing since 2023 and I really notice a difference!! I swear by and recommend it to everyone

I wish I could go back and talk myself out of gaining weight. Cause clearly I didn't recover at all, just gained weight

Being current in 0ne P!ece sucks. This is how I end up returning to fanfiction I bet

Shout out to oomf from the old app who suggested keeping your bread frozen. Makes it harder to binge + always fresh

I get closer to relapse slowly. Just need to bide my time

Been on a BG//3 kick. That's been good

Fucked up at work after already feeling pretty bad. I'm kinda just in my room waiting for the day to end. I'm so tired

I did not do that. I don't know what the point is. I'm just a huge failure. I'm scared out of my mind to the point where I'm just lying to myself. My dad couldn't express empathy if it bit him in the dick. it's just me not trying hard enough. I know.