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they emailed me and asked to reschedule 1 minute after the meeting was supposed to start

this is the only conclusion i can come to because like this just physically does not feel possible for me

also. i might unfollow oomfs mains who i know have alts on this acct so i don't accidentally reply to a silly lil main acct post from here

do we think the student i scheduled a virtual 4:30 meeting with will show up today? yes or no

how the hell are y'all working actual 8 hour office job workdays without feeling like ur gonna die. how are you all doing this

like does everyone struggle this much to have energy during the day

so tired i feel sick rn

please for the love of god just respond to my email. please show up to the meeting you said you could make. please . im begging

working w college students in programming is sooo much fun and so rewarding but sometimes something happens and u remember they are college students and need to be reminded to complete a task 6 times

like i am just SLEEEEEPY

kinda wish i had just taken this entire week off of work ouughhhbb

anyway time to cope w an edible and root beer

what if i just quit my job i went to grad school for and did side hustles till i die. what the n

my parents telling me i might feel kind of down the day after the wedding and i was like lmao yeah right ....... cut to 7pm me crying because i don't want to forget a single detail from yesterday

does anyone else feel rly fucking stupid when u realize u have been breaking a social rule that u didn't know existed. and when u realize it ur like well duh why wouldn't i have just known that !!! stupid

stomach Hort . so sleepy

it's actually my own fault i have it so i can't complain that much

a uti..... on my freaking birthday .??

i am not going to freak out . i am not going to freak out . im not going to vfrkeak out

it's a work project :( I get so overwhelmed every time i approach it and it feels so hard to even pinpoint a good starting point. but i think breaking it down will make it much easier to approach tbh just picking something small and going with it !!!

i hate how hard it is to focus and get started on something. why is it so hard

don't want to d*e but im kind of burnt out on living rn. ykwim

before this job i worked fully remote and granted part of it was during covid so it wasn't that bad - but after a couple years i lit felt insane. we are allowed 1 remote day at my current job which im grateful for but i rly personally need like 2-3 per week to feel Okay. lmao

idk. maybe i need to transition to a fully remote position again. but that also made me feel insane being trapped inside for 9 hours every day .

once again going down the spiral of What Is Wrong With Me Why Can't I Just Work Full Time Without Having a Meltdown Every Three Weeks

just took a week and a half vacation at the end of may and i alr feel so overwhelmed and burnt out again lmao

bad brain day

uh oh! crash out imminent!

kind of exhausted with the monthly cycle of pmdd and the way it fundamentally changes my brain chemistry for 4 days

finding myself taking another adult autism screening test on this fine monday morning