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one thing they don't tell you about makeup is that your face is in fact 3 dimensional and you have to take that into consideration. which is extremely inconvenient

me and my friend just spent like an hour talking about collages from the same day (i have photos) and we're literally just some guys so it would've been cool to have, idk, actual input from people who did it

also it was really cool to share materials and just hang out together but i wish we reviewed and discussed everyone's work at the end -__- but most people left early and also the space we were in was so tiny you couldn't even walk because of piles of paper in the way

i kinda gave up on alt text description because if i described every detail i would have to explain it and that would be like 5k words. anyway

collage composition on an old moscow map; there are big gold-ish and brown cutouts in the background, one of them is an orthodox icon. there are churches, images with religious motifs, medieval renditions of animals and 3 phrases saying "evening's ringing" (as in church bells ringing), "sophisticated asceticism" and "a joy without a sin", all text in russian

attended collage club yesterday :-) this is my biggest one to date (40×45 cm)

i will admit i would give my money to evil corporations that own steaming apps IF I FUCKING COULD!!!!!!

praying that yt music will fix itself somehow but in the meantime. what should i use instead lol i hate spotify

i'm running out of piracy music apps that don't crash out of the blue after a year or so of using it -___-

ok on that note i need to get a cool long term passion project

/lh but like.............

saw someone a year younger than me being successful in an artistic field they love day ruined

DIR EN GREY ディル・アン・グレイ YOKAN「予感」

also i mean japan as in british new wave band. not the country lol

like you'd expect that from idk tomo furukawa but reading that kyo once said that sylvian's solo album (can't remember which one, I think dead bees?) is one of his favorites was def a surprise to me. and there's like 4-5 other japanheads i probably can name if i think hard enough

vkei trivia that haunts me is that more people than you would expect were inspired by david sylvian and japan in general

baby, the stars shine bright logo on a white background

turned out to be a different one btw, even though they share the same logic in the details? i should look into older btssb logos. idk just a super strange intersection! even the fact that it's the word baby in both cases..

cropped letterboxd screenshot of a movie page for the baby (1973)

saw this movie poster while scrolling though some letterboxd horror list and for a second i thought it was the same font as in baby the stars shine bright logo lol

my dream dragula guest judge is dorian electra btw

i love lisas outfit change though. she looks like young madonna

ok not the devastating realization midway through the film that the main guy is played by the riverdale dude with a twin...... genuinely didn't recognize him when he was more idk bloated as a corpse at the start

lisa frankenstein having the chameleons song in the soundtrack is crazy /pos to me specifically btw. they're one of those very influential but like really overlooked post punk bands i looove dearly and i'm exited to see how the film uses their material :)

on saturdays we literally have a пара idk how to say that in english but basically a class that's almost 4 hours long and we do pretty much NOTHING

october wasn't rich in horror films or any films for that matter for me so i'm compensating this month

watching lisa frankenstein + eating snacks + all of that after quite honestly an unnecessary long college day

mirror selfie of me with big teased pigtails, black coat with a little bit of a skirt peeking at the bottom, ripped black tights with red tights underneath and platform boots. i also have black + red crossbag on me

went to a goth gig yesterday like this :) didn't really like the lineup but one of my favorite local bands played here so i'm not complaining

LUNA SEA ルナシー「ROSIER」

i hope this year i will find the balance between the enthusiastic productivity of my first year and the "it is what it is who cares if that one work is absolute shit" mentality of the second -__-

new dragula spoilers are crazy but alas.... the horrors (mid term) are preventing me from watching

also learned that emily bronte allegedly was a lesbian and honestly 1) omg a lesbian and a recluse just like me fr 2) makes sense because who else could write straight people so sick and twisted /pos

omg found a copy @ my parents' apartment... maybe i'll take it and read it in paperback