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Honestly. All things considered this weekend was just what I needed. Kind of nice to stay off social media outside of discord for a couple days.
Please enjoy my cat.
This one's for you and your problems
Your good day job
Your bad karma; what are you afraid of?
The same trauma
Show me what you're made of
'Cause you talk about your constant pain
Like I ain't got none
And I've learned to live beside it
And even though it's over now
I will always be reminded
Applied for a vtuber group on main. Causing me not an insignificant amount of stress. Summoning memories of other experiences where ultimately was just deemed expendable and ignorable.
I'll get over it. Just hard.
Saw the Narcissist Cookbook live with my partner last week. Was fucking amazing. Seeing "The Library At The Very Bottom Of This Place" performed live *fucked so good*.
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In case you're interested: thenarcissistcookbook.bandcamp.com/track/hypnag...
02.07.2025 11:48 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0"I can't pick out the words
but...
Eventually
as I drift off
one of the voices becomes louder
than the others
I...
It's difficult to explain this
To somebody who hasn't experience it
But it really feels
like somebody has leant over me
In my bed
and spoken
directly
into my ear"
"There's an orchestra I hear sometimes
I hear them tuning up
And then play some composition
That I don't recognize
Most of the time, though
All I hear are
Voices
Lots of voices
All at once
Distant and indistinct to begin with like
I'm sitting in a busy cafeteria
You know?"
Brain's been thinking about The Narcissist Cookbook's HYPNAGOGIC HALLUCINATIONS:
"I find it really difficult to sleep
without some sort of sound playing
because
when on the rare occasions I am
forced to sleep in silence.
I hear things
Sometimes it's something nice"
Welcome - IYKYK.
Will probably use this to note some stuff I don't wanna just pine on on vtuber main, like work, feelings, etc. Mostly just because I don't necessarily wanna 'sell' my vulnerability to people coming to my page for fun.
