Nekoru (Kurumi Igarashi)

I'm still alive!!!!

Here's a Freebie emote I did for the lovely Kyira!

Commissions are open!

#art #digitalart #emote #chibi

A little about the comic though- I'm making this small comic for my friend's upcoming birthday (I'm broke so I can only draw her OC- ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽) If you ever see this please pretend to be surprised when I send it to you. 😭

がんばって みなさん!!! 💜🌸✨

I just remembered cause someone in the past was shaming me on using models as if I was committing a sin or whatnot (fun fact: They don't draw.).
Many artist uses them too (hobbyists and professionals) and that's ABSOLUTELY FINE ✨
In a world where everything's alr 💩 be nice. I'm done with my rant.

USING 👏3D 👏 MODELS 👏 IS 👏 OKAY. 👏

Using 3d models are good for learning anatomy, perspective, angles, etc. It's not bad or cheating or anything. It is absolutely okay. They have the same function as manequins or rulers.

#trending #art #digitalart #fyp #wip

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA Thank you so much for commissioning me on Vgen!

MY VERY FIRST VGEN COMMISSION AHHHHH--- Manifesting more soon to get verified. 💜😭

#emote #chibi #ych #vgen

Tried making wire accessories today- It hurt my hand 😭 Didn't think it'll be *that* hard. But I think it's not bad for a first try.

This was a fun commission! Yume ship of Dabi and Kyira---They look so good together. 💜🌸 Thank you so much for commissioning!🌸🌸🌸

Commissioned by: Kyira Todoroki

Kyira and Dabi's Engagement post:
www.tumblr.com/dabisbluefla...

#oc #art #commission #yumeship #kofisharetember

Posting this here-

And I'm almost out of ink 😭

#art #dippen #ink

Imagine trying to click undo on paper...

Temporarily free from deadlines... still recovering + ph weather--- I hope it stops raining.

Congratulations again in winning and I hope you like it! 💜

Tag: @semadavt.bsky.social

#oc #art #digitalart #kofisharetember

“Oh? Feeling threatened?” #dabihawks

Idol AU Hawks sporting a white fur coat, white loose tank top, and silver Channel necklaces and rings while singing velvet words into his gold microphone. A pinkish red spot light glows behind him catching the idol's sweat as he performs.

Topping Tokyo's music charts is idol, Hawks! 🎤Known for his soothing vocals and charming looks 💛

But rumor has it that another idol's debut sank his ranking- now who could that be? 👀💙🔥
#hawks #ホークス #mha #bnha

Finally. Something I can draw. :'))

Hawks: Winged Justiciar 🪽🗡

#Hawks #ホークス #mha #bnha

It's one of the reasons why I'm more active with my online alt persona instead of my other "main" account. At least here, I am free to say my thoughts out loud and won't be in trouble cause they don't use this platform/know this persona.

Until now, I'd get nightmares and places that person touched would feel itchy or disgusting. There are times I'd scratch myself because of it.

I'll admit that I acted upon it (the harming) during HS to College- after that I tried to stop until it was just thoughts. But those never really go away.

C. school but they only think of money and sometimes would do reverse exorcism/mild things to the students. Confessions from students would be afternoon gossips.
It's monopolized. You buy overpriced notebooks, uniform etc. from them. Outside things won't be allowed. Not gonna mention any names.

*hear

Monthly- just on "properties"... we pay 1.5m+ for it. Monthly bills/expenses such as food, water etc. aren't even included in that. On top of that, she used my e-wallet to take a loan of 100k. She didn't pay for it my credit got screwed. So yeah. I can only cry right now.

The house is literally rotting while she uses the money to the "investments" (5 condos in different places, 1 entire 2 storey house and lot and 2 business [It's not helping.]) instead of fixing the actual home. Termites are literally everywhere even inside the concrete walls or flooring.

We're literally just using extensions on extensions on extensions+++. I'm pissed that I have to adjust cause my pc shuts down when they turn on theirs + fans + chargers. I hate that money is being spent on supposedly "investments" when we're all having a hard time to pay things.

Right now... I literally have to wait for them to fall asleep just for me to be able to actually finish things using my pc. (and staying up at night is taking its toll on me.) And staying up late is sometimes = remembering these things.

I still hated that I never got paid (+overworked) and that those things happened to me and they even defended the guy cause he was a "family friend" and "he would never do that". Relatives don't give a sht too. Because they believe the family "image" and that mom's a selfless person/saint.

I had to save money so I sometimes walk home to save the allowance because sometimes I need to buy things and she'd get angry if I ask for money. Tracing paper and art materials are pricey. Either way...

I wake up at 5am to sometimes cook or prepare things. If I'm lucky and finished things early, I can sleep at 11pm or 12 midnight. But most times I only get 1-3hrs of sleep. I would sleep during breaktimes at school. Either way, I kept chasing deadlines.

Not to mention during college days, Archi was hell too. Plates and general subjects too. And I had to cut class when she wanted me to deliver something from the shop. After classes same old routine, when I get home chores, by 10 onwards I do school work and plates until 3am.

And stupid HS me did. I was afraid of how they'd react/treat me when I go home and ofc, they won't believe me. Anytime I say I'm hurt/tired/sick, they'd label as excuse or just me acting like one.