🎉♡ Poob/P4rty/Pup ♡🎈 Formerly Wikiwolff

Why can't we as humans be kind
Why can't we just let people air out their emotions and feel
The world would be so much better if people were kind.

I don't ever want to love anyone again. Call me edgy for that but man, I just don't think it's for me.

approaching 3 weeks since the breakup that knocked me down harder than any breakup and I still can't function

I SHOULD DM YOU THE FULL!!

In my "Baby has had enough" arc and might be rebranding once again!! anyways stay tuned

I'm doing bad again gang ✌️

Reconnecting with friends, starting therapy, and doing what I need to do to feel better. I will get through this. I will start weening toxic people who hold me back out of my life finally. I will be better this time.

I miss you so much I'm sorry I have yet again not been present ;;;

I am starting therapy Monday. I am at the lowest low I have ever been in my life. Thank you for seeing me through this far. Especially when I almost throw in the towel every time.

I'm sorry for being weak

Nightmares all night. Couldn't sleep. Be mad at me for posting sad on main all you want. I feel like I'm dying. I feel empty. I feel hollow. I feel like a failure. I feel like there's no reason. I feel like giving up.

I'm struggling to get the money for one. I don't have any insurance atm.

Yeah, I'm currently here with her. So I'm safe physically, but I'm still empty and struggling so hard to exist.

I wouldn't wish borderline personality disorder on my worst enemy. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I've been so weak for so long. I've tried so hard but things just keep happening to me. I wish I could be more.

I'm trying to get the motivation to even get to the mental hospital. All I want to do is lay in bed. I feel defeated. It's all catching up to me and I just want to give up. But I know if I did it would be selfish. So many would miss me. So many would hurt. So many would grieve.

It's not getting better. I'm eating, I'm drinking water, but every time I do I feel nauseous. My heart is empty. I feel hollowed out. I feel like a horrible person. And it's not even directly my fault but I still have to take accountability. It hurts. I feel like I haven't made progress.

I need to catch up on comms and then I'm considering quitting content creation for good. It's brought me nothing but stress and horrible experiences.

Please keep me in your thoughts.

I called my dad and he said that if I needed to visit anytime soon he'd pay for a bus ticket for me. I miss my parents so much. I miss familiarity. I miss everyone and I feel like I'm isolated. I'm sick, and I think I'm finally at a point where it's gotten to be too much. I feel empty.

really really not doing well at all. Borderline Personality Disorder is my own personal hell and I unfortunately let it ruin something I really really care about. That relationship was so important to me and I let it go because of my own behaviors. I'm behind on so much. Commissions, my life, etc-

I'm going to be trying to monitor myself closely. Someone I really care about was gonna try to come see me this weekend before I go to the hospital but he might not make it so I may wait longer. However if it gets really bad I just need to go. This is probably the lowest I've felt ever and I'm-

Kindness is weakness.

Right before Valentine's day 💔

Drawing of a puppy surrounded by fire with the caption; "This is fine"

"this is fine"

Just got dumped. On top of everything else that has been going on I am genuinely distraught and may need to be admitted to a hospital. I am going to be monitoring myself. I'm safe, but very not well.

Extremely appreciative of the con for having a space for moments that I wish we didn’t have to exist in 😔

We interrupt this porn for an important message!

Stickers coming soon! 😈

Hey friends, I haven't been doing my best. I hope you all are well.