Samyaza Panoptes (art acc)

Ran out of text space. I want grow and no I cannot now. Lol

But yeah I am tying more than usual to type faster. So yeah…

Yee. I normally would. Just their literally next door and I cannot go anywhere. Better to avoid making enemies for now. Maybe once I can move away I will be honest about my gayness and tell them nothing changed about me, only more info. But I never hurt kids, & have not did creepy shit like 🍊👴 does.

*last year.

The AI thing is fucking up my autocorrect bs. I will have to turn it off & hope I can mb

Trump is a rapist, who pardons them too. 😭😭😭

Well… Grok is MechaHitler, Elon did the “Roman salute,” Stephen Miller literally looks like Joseph Goebbels reincarnated, and Trump proudly demonizes any skin color is tan and or more darker.

Sam Altman raped his sister (his sister talked about it often a while back lady year.

It helps when writing my story the organization stuff.
I can recall almost all lore when my chronic pain meds are not screwing my brain.

There is other odd behaviors. I need stuff to be organized and also tools and dishes MUST be all of the same colors and design for a theme.

I hate having random stuff. But my grandma doesn’t get how stressful it is. Lol.

Just let me pick out what stuffy nose lol.

I have some kind of OCD like behaviors. (I need to be tested on it tbh).

I will make mashed potatoes and NEED to make the surface of it flat instead of lumpy lol

I need everything to revolve around 8s and my pills when I had three was every 8 hours, which is 24 hours. It was more convenient.

Since my mom knew them, they automatically are more likely to help if needed.

So it is a safety perspective to exclude lewd gay stuff. It sucks a lot.

The neighbors just are useful since I physically have issues that prohibit doing stuff, and my mom was friends with them. Tho she would get livid over their bigotry and language. She tried changing them, but yeah.

Dang my fingers cannot type. 😭

I have neighbors who did harm someone for having a pride flag, so naked dudes on my room would cause issues.

They sadly are people who would snap randomly and grab a gun. “Fags ruining the country” (been called a fag all my life way before I admitted I was bi”

I do.

Tho I hide my attraction to men on my porn drives with passwords needed.

The other two are nkt real shars. M

My area has less and less trees each year over this. We also have coal mining growing again… we have shafts that are closed off under our homes deep down and it could collapse, but their gonna try to open them anyway. 🙃

So Walmart or my yard.

I cannot drive due to my legs, and my grandma cannot.

So I feel trapped and so does nature it seems. :/

Always being suppressed by such people and their greed. Both having no social places around, and having them getting rid of any beauty and woods is frustrating. Each year

This was the last time i had anywhere to go. The other woods is behind my home, but the owner is nearly as fucked up as the first I mentioned)

So I only have my yard. Not even a bar nearby
I usually walk down my hill and into Walmart to check on the electronics and storage devices. Plus computers.

They could have genuinely not do what they did. I kinda felt personally violated because I was walking when they started going to town. 🫠

I used to walk in this field nearby, but now cannot due to owner shooting even kids that cross that area. Self defense” … from a lone person enjoying nature.

I used to walk in the woods despite my chronic pain. As I hurt less in the woods for some reason like a boon of sorts lol.
But when they went in and started cutting down most of the trees to put in gas mining stuff. Which is tiny compared to the areas they cleared. They could have not harmed nature.

I also make sure to buy stuff in paper/cardboard for packaging when possible.

I avoid burning plastics due to black smoke.

(Also worship Demeter & Persephone, and some nature spirits)

I go out of my way to collect trash on the road sides when walking since I value nature. Animals can get stuck in those soda things with the rings. Choke to death or grow up deformed.

My iPad’s back, I got a clear over to protect it from damage, but I can place stickers in between without needing to use them up.

The other is power banks for charging stuff.

I wish I could find one that could give my Mac another hour of use. Tho anything close is hundreds of dollars…

I also see people use kids, ex gfs/bfs, and even kids in their schools to bully with, etc…

It also reduces people’s ability to think properly. :/
Folks did studies and AI slop machines make people dumber. (Trying to avoid using IQ given the connotations and given who uses it most for racism)

It frustrates me because there is a few models they do it to a lot.
I know each as I have spoken to them in chats before, and it creeps them out a lot. But what is weird is Eve Elfie, Alex Coal, Alina Becker, Mary Moody, and a few others, are used despite having so much on free sites…100s of videos.

Yee.

It basically is a digital commission for “art” slop from a program that is actually poisoning a whole poor black community. Elon’s own for Grok. :/

There is other places probably suffering the same high risk of cancer or other lung illnesses, some other stuff too.

I drink water with flavor stuff in it, which has b12 in it as it is for fitness usually lol.

I also take a pill and shot of it. Still always low. 😭
So it isn’t me not eating

But I can get B12 from seaweed, certain Japanese mushroom, and nutritional yeast.

There is others but these are easy .

Tofu and peanut butter (and many nuts, but peanuts are not nuts which is funny).

But all mentioned is high in protein.

Another issues some vegans lack B12 in their diet (my body doesn’t absorb it probably, AND I am vegan and no eat meat (which is one source of B12)

Instant stimulation too. They cannot understand having to put effort into skills and the like.

They love being dumb and pitiful. Tbh it shows how out of touch they are.

Also making “porn” (revenge porn), and claiming you’re and artist or movie director)

They are the TikTok gen given they need constant stimulation.

Yee. I saw 2 AI guys who are CEOs or similar, say they don’t care if CSAM is in the database… and some defend the using for making loli stuff.. by using data of real children. 🤮

Both is good.

Make it a high protein meal that way lol.

(vegan so there is only a handful of protein foods I can eat)