not taz

i deleted these posts from this acc but saved them somewhere else to post them here again

your ex is a dead man 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪

currently receiving dialysis in left side, infection risk now as it's been in there for 9 days. super risky to leave it in for this long due to easy entry for infection

gonna visit my tita in itu tomorrow after shift to see if we can convince her to get central line put in on right carotid

+ at least i’m gonna see ppl i know on the trip uwu

got emailed earlier while on shift

so yeah i’m going to amsterdam heheheheheheheh

their synastry and composite charts good lord

the ex
30/6/2000
11:00am
angeles city, philippines

angel/kusogaki
3/6/2000
6:22pm
angeles city, philippines

um. do u have a brace to wear..

wdym my dream last night was giving strap, pulling hair + snarling "my woman" into her ear

not everything i say will be interpreted as me trying to be guilt-trippy + i don't need to explain what i mean every time i post

i'm allowed to want to take up space in ppls existences + I'm allowed to want to be someone to others

i'm fine with interacting with ppl, genuinely, i love speaking to ppl

i often feel discarded and like I'm not worth anything to ppl when they stop responding to me. like oh, were we not starting to be friends? what was i to you

it's my own fault + problem to deal with, i can't make friends that last, or whatever it is that's wrong with me that makes it so I'm not worth interacting with after a week

it's nice that one person out of like 80 mutuals dmed me asking if i acc left twitter, i do care for her

gago *cannula dapat sinabi ko LMFAO

nag iiyakan sila pag pumunta sila sa bedside
kawawa si hannah, nakauwi sya from san fransisco sa linggo + dumiretso papunta sa itu para makita nya yung nanay nya. umiiyak sya pag pasok nya sa waiting area :(
niyakap ko sya awh..

nasa itu pa rin si tita, an daming bumisita sa kanya: kami ng nanay ko pagkatapos ng shift, yung dating coworker nya sa NICU. mga tita na di ko alam
buti effective ang treatment, na reverse na ang AKI nya, naka dialysis pa rin sya, 2x central line + meron pa rin ibang mga catheter na ginagamit.

there was something i heard a few months ago that went like.. stop seeking parental approval for everything and make decisions in life like they've already died

they're not always going to be in our lives nagging us and sharing their disapproval. we're autonomous beings, you're free to make choices

i'm sorry that's a constant with your mother kasp 🫂🫂🫂🫂
even if you only kind of know, that's okay, you can redirect your path whenever you want to. it's not the end of the world and it's not shameful if you do
+ as for your mother... i don't have anything i could say to u about her, how exhausting..

i think if u know what you want, don't hesitate to go for it. don't take what she says to heart bc at the end of the day, it's your future you're walking towards. i'm interpreting this post as you telling her bc you want her to know and not bc you're looking for her permission or something like that

not oomf trying to set me and another oomf up

i feel like it would fix me genuinely

post-shit selfies rizzing everyone up in .2 seconds > normal selfies that took effort to look good

ZERO degrees aries. wait for me toronto <3

wait what the fuck

toronto relocation chart incoming