~ Jammy ~

Pin-up commission!

Plushies that use traits from their kiddos as power to fend off monsters and nightmares. Word gets around that potty training is the most expendable as a resource, just in case they need an extra boost in battle. If the fight's going real bad, well, big kid smarts are icky anyways, right?

Pin-up commission!

The decision to work overtime goes beyond personal impact. At the bare minimum, it also affects everyone you work with and live with. I shouldn't feel compelled to check slack every hour in my personal time.

Just gotta get through the last few days of this project. Then I can start my days without seeing a slew of messages and code changes that occurred up until 2:30am.

This is the closest I could find to my favorite! Was a blue car with flames on the hood, but I don't remember it having a spoiler on the back. It was so fast and a bit heavier than my other ones *O*

Gosh, I am really happy with how this one turned out! 🎉

Little attack for @hoopsiedasie.bsky.social on Artfight this year
I took the chance to practice with poses and stuff! 

Look at them, they're having so much fun! 🛴

#rawhart

Totally fair, but glad you were able to give it a try and see how it felt! ^v^ 💙

Please and thankies! *O* 💙

It just means that you did an extra super duper good job! ^v^

Laid down on the changing mat by the bathtub. Being shown the smiling thundercloud you earned for your diaper training chart, and it's holographic ^\\\^

Yeah, the money helps! BFC is a slight contributor at the moment b/c I get anxious over obligations, but those will be ultra fun in the moment! Just need to focus on being present and prepping properly.

Thankfully have a cabin trip next weekend that will help a tonnn ^v^

Thankies Ryry! I've known it was a thing I was experiencing for a while, but it suddenly became ultra clear that I was NOT managing it, haha.

I'm bad about reaching out, but definitely want to thrive and babble from a genuinely happy place again! Will forge my tools and get there 😎💙

Yeah, it's one of those insidious things where I'm both not wanting to bother others, and thinking, "It's not THAT bad, right?" I definitely can't take time off, so I've gotta process it in the trenches and find solid handholds to gradually get out.

Probably a good idea xD 💙

Thankies Rocky! 🎉💙

More and more eyes appeared to where I would grab at a branch and feel them squishing under my fingers. The whispers were so loud. To get away, I grabbed at the rock cliff instead of the tree and felt eyes on its surface there too. I couldn't get away. And then I woke up.

I tried using some trees on the outskirts of the water to get through, since the land was steep on the sides. When I touched one of the trees, I heard voices from it, saw human eyes looking out from its bark. The longer I touched it, the louder and worse it was.

#JammyDream
Less fun dream. Was hiking through a forest w/ someone who had a leash for me that was around a collar on my neck. They kept going too far and hurting me. I had a heavy backpack with supplies and diapers. The person let go of the leash and waded into murky water I couldn't follow through

*hugs* Thankies Gale! I love you lots tooo 💙
Been feeling glimmers lately, just gotta keep my chin up, tail wagging, and diapers thick, hehe ^v^

Big hugs are always good! 💙

The full buh that echoes and bounces around your head for days, if not weeks! I thought it was a myth, oh boy! *O*

It shouldn't be surprising, but it's actually hitting me that I've been in a burnout & depression for at least a month or two, lol. My hobbies aren't interesting, I'm irritable, I put off messages, etc.

I need to escape these spirals (the non-hypno ones) and focus my agency on good things.

Good! There should be! 🥰

Of course, Puddle!

And yeah, has its downsides too, but I think the silly affirmation side is super special and wish there weren't those concerns and tensions with being yourself 💙

Looking forward to next week when we can both chill lots *hugs*

Gosh, that sounds both so cute and so exciting >\\\<
You're awesome, Puddle!

Yesss *O*
Those would make such fun crashes, hehe!
I'll make sure to bring some changes and my favorite plushie!

That sounds aces! *O*
Need lots of those spinny accelerators and loop-dee-loops!

Pets AND treats? Whoa! *O*
And yesss, will have to stock up soon to keep my clothes and floors and bed and couch dry, hehe.

Thank you Midna!