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#NieR #illustration #art

I like how Hazbin doesn’t do that thing where godlike immortal beings have equally godlike morality detached from humanity. They behave like people to be loved and held accountable, and they occasionally need mortals to help them come to terms with the things they do on impulse.

it's wild how the positive use cases are like "save 5 minutes reading a long doc" and "write a generic email faster" and the negative use cases are "get encouraged to dive deeper in psychosis, misogyny, or suicidal thoughts" and we're still on the fence about overall value

Happy Birthday, Nilou!
#GenshinImpact #Nilou

I could dance with it? That reminds me of how I taught the little saurians to dance in Natlan.
—It really responded to my dance steps! Going out with you always brings new inspiration~

Want more of Nilou? See Genshin Impact's TikTok!
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I think I struggle writing short stories because never once in my life have I ever told someone a short story without backtracking and going on eleven separate tangents before forgetting where I was even going with it

If it sucks today, and it sucks tomorrow, and it sucks the next day, and sucks next week, and sucks next month, I keep going, and maybe eventually, it won't suck, but that shit doesn't happen if I give up. It's easier said than done. It is. But man, I've got to keep going. And I hope you do, too🍀

“What happened then?” asked Toad.

“I had to save my life,” said Frog.

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#petalshealthyaps As someone that can't eat gluten, being told that I have to "eat more" in order to get back into healthy weight, like-- more than someone that CAN eat gluten, essentially. I'm tired... I can barely keep up, I've been trying so hard to eat more but I end up more exhausted...

Here's a full minute of Vox creeping poor Alastor out 🤣

#hazbinhotelseason2 #hazbinhotel #hazbinhotelalastor #hazbinhotelvox #radiostatic?

I think if you use gen ai, you should be sentenced to stand on a stage and have writers/artists pelt you with rotten tomatoes while Steve from Blues Clues tells you how disappointed he is in you, oh and every tomato that hits you drains your company's stock closer to bankruptcy.

Today’s the five year Unus Annus deathiversary. Memento Mori. 🖤🤍

I was gonna be like "SAY SIKE..." until I remembered the anniversarry.

sanrio x sailor moon 💫

“Content” is a corpo-brain term, makes me cringe when I hear it in the wild.

You don’t make “content”, you make ART! You write STORIES. Its your WORK (and often play too)!

“Content” is the noise you flick through when trying to find a SHOW you like, don’t cheapen your work comparing it to SLOP. 😤

stop-calling-your-art-CONTENT!!!!! 💢

Sighs. Man. I do okay for one day and then I'm whiplashed by existential dread and depression.

Just a reminder that writing a book, being creative, in the current state of the world is heroic.

Keep creating.

💜

#petalsgloomyclouds Mind you, with TSW, it's an all over the body type of thing. And my legs/arms/hands get the worst of it. Not to mention dealing with THE nastiest flareups on my palms that I've never had before. I'm in CONSTANT discomfort or pain.

#petalsgloomyclouds My grief holds a huge part of this. And also now, I've had my 'monthly' going on for over 2 weeks...

I don't know what's going on with my body anymore. I'm tired. Mentally and emotionally and physically spent.

#petalsgloomyclouds My health hasn't been this bad for a while... each day breathing has a bit of pain ( I have nothing to help that ), and I'm more underweight to the point my bones are actually popping and aching a lot more. My TSW has gotten awful again. I'm in so much pain / discomfort.

Collapses.

writers and artists will go "this isn't good enough." my brother in christ, you're creating something new out of nothing and expressing yourself creatively. your productivity and unrealistic standards of perfection do not define you or the worth of your art. you're doing great.

Scared because I'm realizing just how small I am compared to say, earlier in the year or last year....

I'm writing this here since I'm pretty open, but also... to let friends know just how crippled my mental health has been. I've been far more dissociative since that happened to him, and my memory has only gotten significantly worse since.

I'm trying my best, though. I really am.

#petalsgloomyclouds You know, after what happened with Jigu, I have had thoughts to perhaps admit myself to a mental hospital due to how much worse my depression and dissociation had gotten... but physically, I know my body would not adapt, and I can't leave my girls.

I feel so bad, Midnight was out here until I had to skedaddle to the washroom quickly and then she ran off to the room, due to the thunder. 😭