Photon Phox

Argh if this were actually to become a possibility then I KNOW I will need to split my account in two again because logistics demand I do as such and such logistics among SO MANY other things are deterrent enough to convince me NOT to pursue said possibility.
Why has this been on my mind so much...

I dunno if I WERE to become a known content creator, I guess I would lean into being a socially awkward luddite and be a total juxtaposition of the expected streamer who knows everything about making streams and models as pretty as possible... I did say I like breaking norms, after all...

I do enjoy being the antithesis to furry stereotypes, now that I think about it.
Soooome of them...
A bottom fox I am NOT. And I love it~
...but a total luddite who can't do tech of any kind in any way to save my life...? ...oof.
I can operate a computer, and get things going, but... that's it XD

That said, I still dunno what I am doing or what I expect from it yet? Like... right now it's like- "I just kinda want to catch rare feats and events live, and not much more than that" kind of thing. Me? A famous content creator? As if lmao XD
At most, maybe I can be less of a luddite, but still...

I have decided to give streaming Pokemon and Super Animal Royale a try because shiny hunting and SAR leaderboard climbing? But because I am the antithesis to the techie furry stereotype I hesitate to think it is a good idea to do so?
I am just surprised and impressed nothing's exploded yet o.o

𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙎𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩

Theme Doodle for Cosmic! ❤️

How? How does the new fire starter have 62 entries on e6 already?? I know the fandom works fast, but this feels even faster than usual, what the HECK O.O

But there is a question that must be answered for my pessimistic, paranoid mind....

Must there also be a blizzard to block and interrupt the inevitable sunrise...? So far, the forecast is clear.
But there is nothing less predictable than the weather... We shall see....

Every day that passes.

I am a little better.

Can I revive who I used to be? If I am to survive, that is what I must do.

The cycle dictates that dawn must follow the night. Even with winter's everlasting nightfall... Light will come. It must.

Well. I did indeed have time for one more #UnownChallenge2026 hunt! And this time S is for Sandshrew! Not a legendary this time I know. But Sandshrew is SUCH a quick hunt in SS...
Luck was REALLY on my side! The Unown took 6,112 REs, but the shrew... the shrew was just 813. 10% of odds. Insane o.o

It saddens me that between 2018 and today, only one state was added to this list.
And it's god damn Texas 🥲

Hey! I got another entry for the #UnownChallenge2026 lined up for yas! The Unown shined after 5,320 REs (dual hunted on HGSS) and the Uxie after 3,714 SRs (tri hunted on BW2 and Platinum)!
I wonder if I have time for another OG odds hunt...? Wouldn't that be fun? XD
But for now.. U is for... Uxie!

I wonder what this says about me.
That I need to broaden my horizons some more? Maybe...
...
But that is simply too expensive lmao XD

My attachment to each Nintendo franchise
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Earthbound
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Metroid
❤️🖤🖤🖤🖤 Star Fox
❤️❤️❤️🖤🖤 Mario
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Rhythm Heaven
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 WarioWare / Wario Land
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Kirby
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Donkey Kong
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Pokemon
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 F-Zero
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Fire Emblem
❤️❤️🖤🖤🖤 Zelda
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Pikmin
❤️❤️❤️🖤🖤 Animal Crossing
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Splatoon
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Xenoblade

I know I hinted at this before, but when I am NOT being unapologetic furry trash, I am an active shiny Pokemon hunter! And I decided to join in for #UnownChallenge2026 and... after a combined total of JUST 3,532 encounters combined-- an Unown challenge entry is complete. A is for... Articuno!

Art is brought to you by @thecluelessfox.bsky.social
13th anniversary in the fandom indeed..

Will likely use him mainly for storytelling purposes for now at least... After all, as the foil to the Yellow Soul, it does not make much sense to give him much lewd art... does it?

He cannot hide how he feels. Is he to be depressed 24/7? Perhaps not. Even the eternal night can show him the stars. You will see in his eyes when his mood may shift.
But he knows deep down that such respite is only a temporary bandage for the deep abyssal wounds inflicted upon him long ago...

--in all his endeavors, sexual and otherwise, while the Purple Soul will teach you what it really means to live by Murphy's Law every day that he shall live
Darkness is that of no will to live or die. It is default in the world. Therein the Purple Soul's mind is easily malleable.
For better or worse

Infrared and ultraviolet may be opposites on the light spectrum... but that stands to contrast the Red and Purple Souls demeanors...
But on the color wheel... At a point, there will be no more distinction
The Purple Soul also stands opposite to the Yellow Soul, for the Yellow Soul is successful--

As the Purple Soul, he stands adjacent to the Blue Soul, for he is just as, if not even lonelier than that of the Blue Soul. A lone wolf against his will... not that he has much of a will left.
He stands adjacent to the Red Soul due to just how close in reality the Red Soul is to losing everything

💜"Don't be surprised what the night brings. When you search the dark, you get dark things..."💜

The Purple Soul is officially here.
Named after the river of which I grew up next to, they both stand to symbolize the desolation and isolation that was forced upon us.

❤️The Soul determined to choose, vs. 💚The Soul who cannot choose...

🧡The Soul of the loner, vs. 💙The Soul of the lonely...

💛The Soul of the successful, vs. 💜The Soul of... what do you think?

Purple and Red may represent differing spectrums yet still remain close on the color wheel. Curious....

I wish to give advice that no one understands.
Finding nuance and compromise is important for sure. Not everything is black and white.
But...
Don't forget that black and white do still exist for a reason.
Sometimes there IS no nuance. No compromise.
Identifying when that is, is JUST as important...

"sorry, i havent finished a project in months, i've been at war with myself"

remarkably appropriate meme

Oh wait! No. I know what I can do for this date.

..........now it is all but a matter of remembering to do as such.
My memory is the ultimate in doodoo butter XD
13 days left until then, coincidentally lmao

Ah. It is almost my 13th furry anniversary.
...really 13 hecking years already?? How can this be?
...Well what should I do for it, I wonder...

Come ooooonn... you show me the butt of a boi, and you expect me not to experience... temptations?? How dare XD

I may not be able to commission very much at all until this journey is complete. Perhaps it may be wise that I don't at all. But if I could, I would walk that tightrope between that light and dark to not stop living the life I had been chasing after for years.
It would not be the first time.

We'll see. I was forced onto this road before I was financially ready to do so because time had run out. One of my teeth has become infected and prompted the emergency appointment this morning.
I can't imagine the roadblocks and traffic jams and potential accidents ahead but-
First steps were taken.

The reason I am posting this now is because I never wanted to get any more art of this sort of thing happening until my teeth got fixed
And now I am finally on that long, expensive, oh so very EXPENSIVE road to do so
Maybe one day I will be able to do this again, both in art, and IRL lmao XD