twog 🔞

God forbid I am ever proven right.

I can't live in a home where I am comfortable anymore.

My life totally sucks. I find myself surrounded in an environment where nobody likes each other. Everything tiny is an earth-shattering event warranting personal insults and swearing. The egos of these people are so big they can't admit it's wrong either.

For some reason I keep deciding to live a life that has no fucking upsides.

I was immediately yelled at and sworn at.

My mother came back home, and the first thing I hear is her fighting with her shitty boyfriend :)

It is truly one of the worst nights of my life. And nothing even crazy happened to me like usual. I finally have a little bit of quiet alone time and I still just fucking hate myself and it's all I can think about.

I'm home alone and for the first time ever it is completely quiet. Nothing is happening. All that has done is leave me alone with my thoughts and make me mourn the fact that this quietness will be gone as soon as I get home, and my mom has breakdowns with her boyfriend again.

I love how all my friends hate me. It's totally not like discouraging or anything.

Welcome to my alt account, where I vent and feel like shit usually. But also just where I share more raw thoughts.