Kitty🖤

Damn. It’s been a crazy busy month yallll anywayyy how’s everyone doinggg?

I’ve been so bloated recently and I hate it buttt I also know it’s because I’ve been eating and not eating good food.. I’ve been getting back into my old habits and it is SO HARD to break them. Doesn’t help I’m constant surrounded by food and yummy drinks at work:((

Mmm what should I drawww any ideas??

Guys it’s been a long week:((( I’ve struggled with eating to much a few days, but also I’m down and probably the smallest I’ve been since like middle school and yet I’m still a fat whale and I’m so sad :( I feel like I’ve gained but the scale doesn’t show it so I don’t understand that either ughh

When my bf is out and about he’ll randomly send me photos of strangers and just caption it “Thinspo” or “ed core” 😭 it’s so silly but sad to me like damn he really think of me everytime he sees that now 😭

i wish i knew what i look like

My bf just told me I looked like a butch when we first met… NOTHING IS WRONG WITH LOOKIJG LIKE A BUTCH BUT THAT WAS N O T THE LOOK I WAS TRYING TO GO FOR AT ALL. I was wanting to give mentally unstable twink boy….:(((

Ohhh guys I regret to inform that I smoked a drunk cigi😔 and have thought about that cigarette since… UGHHHH KILL MEEE I CANT DO THSI AGAIN

Oh tonight I’m going to hang out with a few coworkers and I’m exciteddddd BUT!! My coworker is cookingggg baked potato soup! Sooo I’m hoping it won’t be too terrible on calls since I’ve seen it can kinda be anywhere from 220-360. But most were from restaurants sooo unsure tbh.

I really hate eating. Like I genuinely hate it so much it’s so gross and disgusting. I don’t understand how I continue to kinda lose when I eat in grateful but confused. Sighhh

Ummmmi just found out my new coworker is an ed specialist/ therapist…..😭😭

Ahhh thank you!!! I completely read CG wrong at first lol but thank you Bunny hehe

Been so longggg my fault 😖
Anywayyy I got the job! I love it!!! It’s so much fun and I’ve made friends and they’re all so funny and sweet heheh!!

I hate when I have bad weeks instead of a day…. Why do I let it continue UGH. Just stop eating…the taste is NOT worth the weight.

Okayyy my interview went really well!! I think so at least? The person I talked to runs all the stores around my state and I think I made a good impression I hope?? But we’ll see she said she had a few more interviews today so wishing myself and everyone else luck lol!!

Everyone here is so sweet oml. PLEASE LET ME MARRY YOU ALL!!!!!!

Hehe you’re so sweet thank you so much!! 😖💜💜💜

Hehe thank youuuu!! Rah I only wore the clip for work though I was worried I’d look too childish😖 BUT THANK YOU I THINK IT WENT WELL!!!!

RAHHHH THANK YOU BUNNNYYYYY!!!

AHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE WAYYYY TO SWEET!!!! HERE 🍪 HAVE A COOKIE 😖🫶

Okay okay good heheh thank you!!<33

Eee okay thank you thank you hehe!<3

GUYS IS THIS A GOOD/CUTE OUTFIT FOR MY INTERVIEW TODAY?? ITS FOR A CAFE!!

Mmmm my 🍃 smokers, how do yall curve your munchies? Cause honestly I’m fine fasting all day long but the moment I put that shit in me I’m down to eat anything and everything 😭

Seriously though this bitch was so fucking rude. She complimented my entire groups outfits saying they’re were all on theme. Looked me up and down laughed and said “that dress is a bold statement” then patted my shoulder…IT WAS JUST A MINI BLACK DRESS?? Idkkkk she was just ugh to me.

I’m lwky so mad rn. I didn’t take ANY photos last night bruh😭😭 and I looked so cute. It lwky was pretty fun when I actually got to drinking. Before that it was boringgg anddd I was babysitting the whole time sigh. OH and I got insulted by some random trying to hit on my man like wtf??

(He doesn’t know how to talk to girls..) but it’s been like almost three years since I’ve known him😭 anywayyy going to a party tonight and am totally freaking out. It’s a house party but 240ppl rsvpd😵‍💫 I might send a fit check cause the theme is jungle/safari😭 anywayyy how is everyone doing??

Hellloooo! Week update>:3
Went to the dr and was praised for my weight loss, then told to diet more and to cut basically everything but Whole Foods out my diet, was told to maintain right after lol. Hung out with friends and had lots of fun! One actually spoke to me which he’s never done before!!

Seriously it’s insane. You don’t realize until it’s gone😭

me + coke zero = <3