☾ ella 🩸🔪

welcome to
derry has awakened me like a sleeper agent
now my fyp looks like 2019

if there's one ship i don't understand is byler. like yeah i mean love that, mlm and all, but mike is. the straightest character in the series imo 😃

just bought all the stuff for my stolas cosplay. that's my therapy

going back to eating my feels rn ig

Day 31: 🏆Award🏆

The best award in the word: sleeping next to the love ones 🥹💜

(My award was to color this drawing 🥹 I had enough of black and white 😭)

#bg3 #astarion #gale #bloodweave #galedekarios #galeofwaterdeep #inktober #inktober2025

most shippable couple ever ☺️☺️ @playingchello.bsky.social 🫀

13. Lingerie
Today, a gentle aesthetic with Astarion, again.
An untouchable, beautiful and prickly rose.🌹❤️
#BG3 #Kinktober #BG3NSFW #BG3Kinktober #Astarion

neil's glasses i am thinking actually

he absolutely is 😭😭 the way he engaged with the fans was the best! he's criminally underrated

yeah for real!! it was my second time meeting neil and he fucking recognised me one year later 😭😭

and THEO WAS THE ABSOLUTE BEST. we chatted a bit and he SQUEEZED ME so tight

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! THEY WERE ALL SO FUCKING SWEET

ANYWAY

am not about to puke cause i'm seeing three actors at edi con tomorrow no

yeah fuck it i just shoved the laptop in my bag. i don't trust those fucks

i mean would someone really steal from a passenger's suitcase... wouldn't they get caught

i could uuuuh use the case you got me

i had to put my pc in the bag i'm checking in tomorrow. i hope no one at the airport gets handsy or else x

Damn dude, a piece of media doesn’t map 1:1 to your preferred politics? That’s crazy, are you okay? Do you need anything?

"i was always told neurodivergence is just autism and adhd because it's a different way of thinking" what does that even MEAN. that is 0.01% of what it means to be neurodivergent oh my god. you'd expect so much more from an AuDHD person too

of reacting to external stimuli than neurotypicals, not to add i'm literally OCD as well, which is another neurodivergent condition. i am so tired it makes me pissed but also mostly sad. i fought all my life trying to understand what i am, but not even the fucking ND community is safe

i'm honestly tired of people invalidating my tourette's, thinking it's not a neurodivergence when the DSM-5 literally includes it in the neurodevelopmental disorders subcategory with autism, adhd and more conditions. i am tired. my brain is wired differently than neurotypicals, i have different ways

some pics i took in cosplay

i think i need to read a SCRUMPTIOUS stolitz fic because i deserve it

i am still so fucking sleepy

Shadowheart selfcest :) ✨🤍🖤✨

good lord i am so fucking sleepy

met up with a friend of my friend's who owns a comic book store and helped plan tomorrow's comic con and he asked me what my cosplan was. when i said astarion he was like "you?! wow" (not in a derogatory way, in an unexpected kinda way). and i'm gonna SLAYYYYYYYY

serving cunt as always 🩵

my new favourite thing about not being in a relationship with my ex is that i don't have to feel bad anymore if i don't wanna do shit on weekends. or if i wanna go to a friend's house on a random saturday without spending time with him and his friends first. feels fucking incredible