Dmitri 🍂

This is fucking sick !!!!!

Why are so many randos finding my post about the rich guy I know WHERE DID YOU COME FROM ????? HELLO 😭😭 ?

Omg I had the biggest sleep token phase and you are so right 😭😭

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and other things I will not mention here— what do you mean these are not all very normal parenting techniques??? What do you mean I am not just being ungrateful and complaining about nothing???

what do you mean threatening to leave me and my brother and to take my cat back to the shelter and isolating me as a punishment and screaming at me so loud that my ears ring for minutes after and putting me down constantly and leaving me behind in public places when I was like 9,

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Me when google is telling me that most of these things qualify as child emotional abuse whaaaaaaaaat no like actually no. like genuinely no. like 100% sincerely no fucking way.

I could go on about all the terrible things my father alone has said or done to me. But I didn’t make this account to just trauma-dump on all of you (that’s literally the only reason I made it)

I have been so hesitant to say this because I was always taught to “be grateful for what I have” but… I think my parents might be kind of ass sometimes. Occasionally.

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It’s fine I’m safe please do not worry

Can’t wait to kill myself one day ☺️☺️☺️

/sui

I don’t want to be anything like my parents but I AM and I’m very aware that I am and that fucking sucks

omg hii i have that exact copy of the idiot :)

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Also I don’t know what makes me so hesitant to tag this as self harm when that’s…. like- literally the definition??????? I’m just hurting myself that’s all it is lmao. And yet I feel as if it “doesn’t count” in some way

I was doing so well at not hurting myself and now I’ve punched myself in the head twice in two days

/head hitting

And I wonder why my hearing range is so much more limited than it should be at my age lol

Don’t you hate when somebody screams at you so loud and prolonged that you can feel it whistling in your ears and then they keep ringing after

Sorry for all the my mother posting lol, I have been thinking a lot since last night

Maybe I should make them huge circles just to spite her I think that’s pretty funny

How odd that I am now extremely aware of the size I write periods

One of the craziest things my mom ever yelled at me for was writing a period “too big” on a school project lmfao

Wow I was not having a good time last night. I’m better now but I really wish I didn’t remember all of that. Not that I forgot, necessarily. I just didn’t ever like— actually THINK about it. Ah, well.