alex🌚👻

LMAO if i could listen the entire day i would lol. i also am afraid i will get sick of it, which would be the end of the world. but i definitely have gone some days where it was the only song i listened to.

🎂 age: 28
👤 pronouns: she/her
📏 height: 4’ 10”
👟 shoe size: 7.5
💮 zodiac: ♑️☀️ ♏️🌙 ♎️⬆️
🚬 smoke: no
🍃 smoke: very occasionally, but last time was 4 months ago and i had a panic attack
🌹 tattoos: 5 and counting!
👂 piercings: 2, just earlobes
🌈 fav color: burgundy
🍹 fav drinks: iced lattes

Made this out of a few old Papa illustrations (and one newish one) set to #Cirice cover by Twinkle Twinkle Little Rock Star. #TheBandGhost

if my math is correct, i may have already listened to Satanized close to 200 times 😭 #TheBandGhost

girl are you a sexologist because you seem like a fucking nerd

It's like a xylophone that never shuts the fuck up

- The inventor of wind chimes

As a foreign born American still learning the ropes around here, my first time in philly made me realize just how eccentric Americans are. And that's actually super charming of yall? Make all of america like this

do you know how dangerous i’d be if i had self-discipline

💯 Grateful for my Trans family and friends. 🏳️‍⚧️

ok i got diagnosed with OCD like a week and a half ago and wow it has been HUGE for me

I wanna pick my outfits for the other weddings I'm going to this year, but sadly it's too early. Ugh

example: someone struggling with infertility.

i’m getting married, yet i’m sensitive enough to know my friends, who I KNOW are supportive of me, are grieving their current inability to get married/have their dream wedding. because i’ve been thru it. and i don’t suck.

people are so exhausting.

people can be happy for you, and sad for themselves, at the same time. both can exist at once. stop telling people they're "being selfish" and "not celebrating your wins" when they say they wish that could be them.

if you don’t understand this, you must have the emotional range of a pinhead

i hate biphobia so much. a monogamous bisexual person is the same as a monogamous straight person. assuming otherwise is a stigma.

Repetitive Behaviours in Autistic and Non-Autistic Adults: Associations with Sensory Sensitivity and Impact on Self-Efficacy - Journal of Autism and Developmental Disorders Purpose: Restricted and repetitive behaviours are a core feature of autism diagnoses but have not been widely studied in adulthood. This study examined the rates of and associations between repetitive...

“Stimming had a SIGNIFICANT POSITIVE impact on autistic adults’ self-rated self-efficacy”

“Results CONTRADICT the negative view often expressed suggesting that stimming should be eradicated”

“Stimming has a POSITIVE effect and SUPPORTS autistic individuals’ ability to COPE with difficulties”

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honestly wondering if i've been in autistic burnout for years since i finished grad school and moved cities and started this job

If you value and support an artist/creative and their work, I want to remind people that this place doesn't work like twitter. A "like" unfortunately isn't enough as the algorithm does not promote via "likes"

So if you want to support your favorite people, please repost

i heard MOAC first and he killed it

real

you're so valid i don't understand the hype

It can’t just be me, right? Tell me this isn’t what you see when you look at that graphic of binary black holes:

i don’t know if i failed whamageddon yet cause i don’t remember if i’ve heard it since the start of december or not

Photo of a tubby little wren (what I like to call a "little dumpling birb") perched on an icy branch, taken by Jeff Cohen

The meanings of the word for a wren, from eight different languages...

8. Little walnut (Bulgarian)
7. Little bird in the ditch (Japanese)
6. Thumbling (Finnish)
5. Fence-skedaddler (Danish)
4. Fence-master (Hebrew)
3. Druid bird (Irish)
2. Mouse-brother (Faroese)
1. Little king of winter (Dutch)

my mom nearly killed me today cause i wanted to go on guardians of the galaxy cosmic rewind and she didn’t want me to wait in line by myself, so i told her what i THOUGHT the ride was like and we got on and it was way worse than that 💀💀💀💀

4 pics from your phone that have your energy but aren’t selfies

Dark general atmosphere, a dyke in the sky, surrounded by clouds and defensive structures made of blue bricks and metal, except for the golden domes of the towers and the windows. The dyke is In the foreground, its floor is a glass pane softly glowing. 5 figures: In the left background, Imperator, brown suit and red heels, two ghouls in black uniforms and a staff member holding Copia's black cornette. In the centre, Copia is standing, arms crossed, observing the spectacle without concern. His outfit is a mix of his black and gold papal robe with the translucent cape floating and his military uniform, the jacket with gold epaulettes turned into a long coat. The structures in the background mixing the shape of cathedral buttresses and modern steampunk buildings seen on the Impera cover illustration. The sky is full of black and threatening clouds, letting in a little light to illuminate an army of approaching zeppelins, one of which is in flames, letting out a thick black smoke.

Close up on Copia, framed below the hips. The fringes of the shoulder pads and the translucent cloak float in the wind. The coat is covered with tears of hanging fabric. In the background the downed zeppelin is falling in flames, most of its rudder canvas is destroyed, it is diving straight down into the sea of dark clouds.

Close up on the group of characters behind, the two ghouls are leaning in, pointing at something to observe in the distance. Sister Imperator has her arms crossed and is calmly observing what is going on. The staff member who I tried to make look like Kevin, who came to sweep up the confetti on stage, is also leaning on the fence holding Copia's leather cornette in one hand. In the background the row of defensive structures fade into the darkness, the light emanating from the orange neon lights and the patterned windows glow slightly.

Same image as the first, but in sepia monochrome.

I'm continuing to post my old stuff while waiting to produce some new.
I didn't prepare this project very well and the result suffered, especially in terms of visibility. But it's by making mistakes that we learn, right! I still love it in spite of everything.
#thebandghost

here's my 128-page dissertation on how eating bread until there's no more room to breathe can temporarily cure grief

fuck off nike do it yourself