Kellz

The wrong man constantly reaching out is truly hell. I can only blame myself but damn dude chill!

B-day Vegas

California is a real place. Real beautiful 

Happy Sunday

I got felt up by my nail tech today. She literally too her gloves off and caressed my leg. Then she hugged me super hard on the way out. I don’t know how to feel about that 😬

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If you woke up Black + healthy, you already winning. Nobody has more swag than us. Be easy + don't hurt um today🖤

Sometimes I hate being from my city. The fuckery I see my peers on and we 40 is wild.

I want one

Breonna Taylor
Eric Garner
Philando Castile
Freddie Gray
George Floyd
Atatiana Jefferson
Korryn Gaines
Trayvon Martin
Tamir Rice
Mike Brown
Sandra Bland
Elijah McClain
Alton Sterling
Botham Jean
Ahmaud Arbery
Oscar Grant
Tony McDade
Kayla Moore
Sean Bell
Amadou Diallo
Aiyana Stanley-Jones

A complacent victim and that’s why he got rid of me he was tired of fighting me. Anyway it’s been 4 years and I’m better than I’ve even been. Stronger and I know how to protect my peace. But I suffered for years thinking I was a really selfish person who deserved how she was treated.

Well turns out the mental abuse was worse. I had to do so much work to see things clearly and I learned my spirit had been fighting for me for years it never let me take the abuse that’s why I always fit the villain role. I questioned too much and fought against too much I wasn’t prt 5

But I still had 6 people to care for. I literally died inside. I didn’t understand. I had tried so hard to fit in the box I did everything I could I thought. And I would have never left because you only leave if you’re being abused. I wasn’t being hit. He was being a good husband and dad. Prt 4

I never would have left. He got bored and moved on after 16 years. And every where I turned for grace I was met with well we told you or he don’t love you just move on. It felt like I was alone because I was alone. He left. And everyone else was tired of seeing me sad. Prt 3

I had to give until I had nothing left to give. It stayed that way for years. I lost more of myself and I fought to keep it going because I just had to grow up and change and be a better wife. I bent over backwards suppressing myself to fit in a box I could never get in to just right. Prt 2.

I stayed way too long in a relationship. I didn’t know I was being abused. It was so psychological. I was always made to look like the villain and I saw myself that way. I thought every time I had a complaint or felt something was wrong it was caused by me being selfish. So I gave more than… prt 1

Happy hump day

No.

So I’m 40 and I’m 2 for 2 with relationships. One was a 15 year marriage though.

I’m doing the same. I don’t like them people.

Not where I’m at. I ain’t never experienced any racism until I was in the boonies LA county don’t have those issues.

Exactly!

You said it they too busy worry about getting us and not working on themselves to actually deserve us. Both of my exs think the money they finally have now makes up for the deplorable personality traits the won’t work on!

Facts. Please say it again for the ladies in the back cause the way the man who chased me for 10 years played with me is the same way the one that chased me for 26 years did too.

That’s the best lie they tell 😂

All of them but I love compliments… they go a long way.

Unavailable. Unreachable. Unapproachable. 😂

Kisses 😘

No.