Xy Contreras

Today I woke up planning to draw but it feels forced? I know some people say to push through and keep drawing but I honestly can’t do that. So for now I am going to plan for my next day off. Sometimes we just need to step back from the canvas and take a break before we can really move on.

Did another study!! The final is on my instagram// Cara!!!

What do y’all think? It was a study. I love how it came out so far!

Happy Halloween!!!

I don’t want to jinx it but it finally feels like fall is here in TX! It’s so fresh outside!

Looking good so far!!!

Going to redraw this old picture that I made along time ago!

Here a reintroduction of me as #MeettheArtists!! I shall post more now on here and my other socials! Hi, hello! I am Xy or you can call me Citrus! I’m a mostly a digital artist but I also do some traditional art as well!!

Me not so good with words. lol

New look (profile pic)

Made this with my friend! I drew the sketch and we both used one color palette! So the same but really different! Her’s is the alien one (purple) and mine is the what my friend called a goodness (pink)! I really love how they came out!!!

I worked hard on myself to get where I am now! And I am honestly happy and in my best head space right now! I thank my family and friends who stood by me when I was at my lowest and all the up and downs! Thank you! From the bottom of my heart! I can now celebrate my birthdays with out fears!

I was just a child when I got this idea of not living past 30. I would tell my mother and upset her to the point where she would tell me not to talk about it because it scared her. I had this delusion that some kind of outside force will get me or take spirit me away! Worked hard on my self (pt 2)

I forgot to post this on here for my birthday last week!!! I am 33 years old this year! This is a big thing for me because I honestly thought I was going to dead at 30. That fear rule most of my life to the point where I had to be hospitalized and where I was diagnosed with ocd (pt 1)

Hello, hi!! I haven’t been on here in a while! Will try to change that!! But check out my Cara where I post most of my work on!!!

I really love how ✨ chaotic✨ my #workspace is! ❤️ Please show me y’all’s! I’m begging to see them!

I did this for my little sister’s birthday! (One of my best friends helped) I really hope she likes it!

Studying with Fae❤️

I feel ready to work together or fight this new year (if need be).

So that’s what I’m going to put to practice. That’s not saying I’m not going to try my best to complete these goals this year. I am just going to take it easy.

However, if I am unable to do or complete one, I am not going to hold it against myself. It’s okay to fail. It’s okay if things don’t go as planned. My motto is “at least try.”

(I do one of these every year!) Here are my art goals for 2025!!
1.) Post more
2.) Write more
3.)start recording
4.) Use only ink in this one sketchbook and finish it by the end of the year
5.) learn how to crochet some.

Happy New years everyone!!

I love this!!

Let's just say I've been watching too many 'what's in my bag' videos, because one of the items that I got was a new bag... I have so many bags.

I am literally having a manic episode. I should have noticed sooner when I haven't slept and when I went online shopping and spent way more than planned.