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more ovdei because i genuinely love him. will be drawing him much more.

#outlasttrials #outlasttrialsoc #oc #ocsky

oh i wanna overdose so fucking bad rn. between the loneliness, the mental illnesses, and the authoritarianism, i have very very very little desire to live. why can't i just be loved and be happy

i just wanna be loved, man. every time i communicate with people i feel like a joke. i don't know why i'm not good enough for anyone. god i just wanna hurt myself, i'm so frustrated that if i took too many pills i would be content

a life with this much pain isn't a life that's meant to be lived. it's so damn hard to stay alive even though no one would notice if i wasn't. i really don't know what i have to do to make people see me as someone that's worthy of care

shit just makes me cry. why don't anyone genuinely love me? is there something wrong with me? why do i amount to absolutely nothing, what do i do
why can't someone just care about me. ask me how i am, invite me things. what did i do to make everyone so angry with me

i want someone that genuinely loves me, it doesn't matter what kinda love it is. i just wanna feel valued and like i'm enough. i don't wanna feel replaceable anymore, and i don't wanna just be a second thought, or someone to talk to out of pity

good god dude i just want people to stop using me. everyone uses me and then turn around and hurt me cuz they've used up all i can offer

after being dead for a million years, i'm finally back with new art lol

been playing #outlasttrials with a friend and made a character in it. doodled on my new pc for the first time and I'm a little satisfied with it.

#art #ocart #ocsky #oc #outlastrialsoc #digitalart

I feel like revisiting this Samus piece I did years ago, when I first started doin nsfw art

DRAW MORE GIRLS COWARDS

"Hard mode" 🗿

an older sketch

wait when did i follow you

ngmh...

bro drew this just for me, even though i was rude as hell. man that's such a kind thing to wake up to 🥺

that's actually so damn sweet, thank you so much 🥹

wait did you draw this for me

wtf do you mean, what are you doing

i just wanted to see a mf bust a nut in his pants and i got blindsided by the dumbest damn fetish i've ever come across

fuck is wrong with you people, damn

i would like a dildo. maybe a small one for my fucking PUSSY

anyway. i love when i squirt it's hot and good

i do remember when people do shit that makes me suspicious also. i won't forget it. like if someone's keeping something from me, i WILL know it. i'll always know it. don't think i won't

full nelson ryu request sketch. idk if I'll finish it someday so i wanna post it now

#art #ocart #ocsky #nsfwart #nsfw

Alva the elf and Hapy, her harpy girlfriend are back 😌

Milking time 🥛🐄🌸

ugh