AtomicBanana

Autumnal rainbow.

The leaves of this Sweetgum tree.. Absolutely gorgeous 🌈

Picking up Cele's ashes, something I've been avoiding caused me to crash out. Losing a ton of YT subs didn't help either. I can't control the mood swings and it's really hard to regulate my emotions because of the BPD. Was prescribed a mood stabilizer to see 1/2

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Everything is canceled until further notice.

I started to record and then I got so dizzy, I felt like I was going to pass out. I thought I was mostly over my motion sickness when playing first person games, but I guess not. Now, I have a wonderful headache. 😅 stream will be Friday

🎃Hello sweet Floofs! 🎃

Monday is upon us and you know what that means...MINECRAFT!! WOOHOO!

This fox can't wait to get back to our spooky modpack and have some more adventures~! There will be a slight time change to stream: starting at 5:30 PM EST.

See you soon!

Stream will be Monday, 2PM EST because I have 5000 hours worth of work to do for brand today. Yes, I am reusing a clip because it is cute (and because I am lazy). I 🫶 you all.

Woah

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Spoopy stream on Tuesday, the 21st at 2PM. Yes, Yes?

Thank you to everybody that stopped by. I really appreciate it. Next stream will probably be Sunday.

Moving stream to 3PM EST, but I'm still streaming! I have some business I need to take care of at 1:30 (that I forgot about. Curse you ADHD) and I don't want to make the stream late.

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Stream will be Friday 2PM EST (because I’m still in pain and there are going to be people stomping on the roof today. 😂

I am moving stream to Thursday. I’ve been up all night in pain and still having trouble getting some sleep. 😔

Granny Random

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There will be a stream Weds, probably at 2PM EST! Pain has just been really bad since yesterday so I feel like I’m 90 or something and can’t get outta bed. 😅

Ty for stopping by the stream. I always get so self-conscious about my voice and my personality so I appreciate everybody that takes the time to say hi. Thank you.

Apologies for rant: This is AI "actress" Tilly Norwood. How can you call AI generated slop an actress? How can this thing audition for roles meant for real people? This is not art. It's gross, creepy, and I hate it. Tired of YT pushing AI video slop into my feed as well. :(

Thank you to everyone that stopped by the stream. It means a lot especially with how difficult life has been lately. I’m sorry I got so frustrated at the end… I swear that chase sequence is beyond cheap… I’ll try to figure it out for next time. 😔

there are more important things in life 👩‍💻
#vtuber #envtuber #vtuberclips #twitch #programming

I haven’t been sleeping well and I still haven’t gotten over what happened to Celes. I can’t go to therapy, which means no meds. It’s really starting to weigh heavily on me. I’ve had no drive or motivation to do anything. It’s not something I can control.

Stream will be on Sat. 2PM EST. I’m sorry; I don’t have the stomach to stream tonight. There’s more garbage going on in my life that’s left me in constant panic mode and a not good mental state. I feel pathetic for it, but there’s nothing I can do. Don’t want to talk about it

All I could think about last night was "if I wasn't here, nothing of value would be lost." My brain wouldn't shut up about it and I couldn't sleep. Took all my willpower not to make a stupid post. That said, I'm not ready to stream. I'm going to try for Friday. I'm sorry.

The orange menace is less than pleased when I interrupt his beauty sleep to take an unflattering picture. This is what he gets for waking me up at 3AM by knocking all my games onto the floor.

Job interviews are hard

The orange menace destroyed his expensive hamster wheel. I don't know if they even sell replacement parts. He also set off the motion detector and the security alarm starting blaring at 3AM the other night. He can't figure out if he loves or hates me. Sorry, I'm sad. I miss Celes

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The emergency vet bills for Celes are up on ko-fi. I didn't include the cremation services and everything... I'm taking this really hard and I'll have to find a way to pay down the bills. Thank you for all the continued support. It means everything. Streams will resume next week.

Lattice stinkhorns growing out of bark mulch

Found a super cool mushroom. It's clathrus crispus, commonly known as the lattice stinkhorn
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