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@criticalabiline.bsky.social

Join me for some odd, mostly funny, experiences! Both in french and english. Twitch.tv/Abiline_

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Well that sucks. It had to stop and to be done but still : that sucks big time.
I'll miss that place and the people there for sure. I already miss it.
Will have to learn to do without it now. But I just couldn't watch without speaking up.

09.02.2026 16:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I've been living in a fantasy world for the past months. I feel good and happy for the first time in a while but when that world cracks, because reality comes knocking, it doubles down on me.
Guess I'll just keep enjoying it until I can't anymore and deal with the consequences then.

12.01.2026 07:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Also I thought I hid it pretty well but looks like the ones that know me the most can see through the armor because everyone told me I looked good and well while my sister, couple minutes after seeing each other for the first time in months, took me out for a bit to ask me what was going on

25.12.2025 23:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Heyyy I almost spent the Xmas festivities without tearing up! And even then I managed to keep it in and unnoticed!
Yay I guess?

25.12.2025 23:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I hate when good stuff happens but it has that bitter-sweet aftertaste. Because while it's overwhelming me with incredible amounts of happiness and joy, it also brings reality back and its lot of pain and sadness... ๐Ÿ˜”

19.12.2025 07:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm sure I will love to hate her or despise her entirely ๐Ÿคญ

17.12.2025 18:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This year has been passing by SO fast and yet it feels like it'll never end ๐Ÿ˜ต
So much happened and so much changed (I changed so much) and yet nothing changed and everything is still the same at the same time. Same but different but same really.
Is this confusing to you? Yeah same for me tbh

14.12.2025 22:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A comic of two foxes, one of whom is blue, the other is green. In this one, Blue and Green are sitting at a little bonfire, gazing restfully into the flickering flames.
Blue: Do you ever think of the ways your life could've gone differently?
Green: No.
Blue: Like if you could start over with everything that you know now?
Green: Nope. The odds of finding you again in the right place at the right time are way too low.
Blue: You'd rather have me than a new chance?
Green: Having you is the best possible life.

A comic of two foxes, one of whom is blue, the other is green. In this one, Blue and Green are sitting at a little bonfire, gazing restfully into the flickering flames. Blue: Do you ever think of the ways your life could've gone differently? Green: No. Blue: Like if you could start over with everything that you know now? Green: Nope. The odds of finding you again in the right place at the right time are way too low. Blue: You'd rather have me than a new chance? Green: Having you is the best possible life.

03.12.2025 11:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5716    ๐Ÿ” 1398    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 29    ๐Ÿ“Œ 57

Oh gosh... I'm such a hopeless romantic... not sure if rediscovering that is a good or a bad thing tho' lol
Maybe one day I won't be in an impossible situation ... haha yeah sure.
Having to fight back your feelings isn't something I wanted to experience again any time soon

01.12.2025 18:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This past months I've (re)discovered that I'm still able to love, that crushes are just fleeting illusions because I'm confirmed demi-romantic and that my brain are heart will always team up to put myself in impossible situations to hurt themselves.
So a mixed bag. Great. Love that for us.

01.12.2025 08:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Asking for help is super hard. Accepting help is even harder. But you already reach the "I need help" part which some never ever get to so congrats! You are well on your way ๐Ÿ’š
Also people who care about you will never see you as a burden ๐Ÿ’š but you have to call for help. You got this ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿปjust a bit more

28.11.2025 13:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Lโ€™Espagne est le premier pays dโ€™Europe ร  adopter un congรฉ menstruel payรฉ. Les femmes concernรฉes pourront sโ€™arrรชter jusquโ€™ร  3 jours par mois, voire 5 en cas de douleurs sรฉvรจres, sans perte de salaire. Un dispositif financรฉ par la Sรฉcuritรฉ sociale espagnole.

Rรฉplique de Hashilรฉ : Merci les femmes. 
Merci les fรฉministes espagnoles.

Lโ€™Espagne est le premier pays dโ€™Europe ร  adopter un congรฉ menstruel payรฉ. Les femmes concernรฉes pourront sโ€™arrรชter jusquโ€™ร  3 jours par mois, voire 5 en cas de douleurs sรฉvรจres, sans perte de salaire. Un dispositif financรฉ par la Sรฉcuritรฉ sociale espagnole. Rรฉplique de Hashilรฉ : Merci les femmes. Merci les fรฉministes espagnoles.

Lโ€™Espagne est le premier pays dโ€™Europe ร  adopter un congรฉ menstruel payรฉ. Les femmes concernรฉes pourront sโ€™arrรชter jusquโ€™ร  3 jours par mois, voire 5 en cas de douleurs sรฉvรจres, sans perte de salaire. Un dispositif financรฉ par la Sรฉcuritรฉ sociale espagnole

27.11.2025 09:29 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 244    ๐Ÿ” 68    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 6

Let's goooooooooo!!!! \o/

24.11.2025 20:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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SpeeDons revient pour une nouvelle รฉdition en 2026 !

80 heures de speedrun pour soutenir les actions de Mรฉdecins du Monde

๐Ÿ“… 07 - 10 mai 2026
๐Ÿ“ Palais des Congrรจs de Lyon
๐Ÿ“บ ttv/mistermv

24.11.2025 20:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 554    ๐Ÿ” 225    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 30

Oof this one hits deep

24.11.2025 14:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm the one with a (usually) good sleeping schedule and I definitely feel out of place for it ๐Ÿ˜… it can be frustrating because I'm out of synch even with people in/near my timezone ๐Ÿ˜”

18.11.2025 08:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Buttons are made to be pushed

17.11.2025 13:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 16    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Have you tried *not* being in the range of enemy artillery mayhaps?

16.11.2025 13:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 18    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Me playing EDF as an Air Raider and leveling down the whole map with my friends in the middle of the splash zone ๐Ÿ™‚

15.11.2025 11:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Hello lovelies ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—

COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN here on Bluesky and over on Discord! Send me DM so we can talk!

11.11.2025 20:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 938    ๐Ÿ” 307    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 22    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4
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THIS IS SO GOOD

06.11.2025 04:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2846    ๐Ÿ” 1061    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 66    ๐Ÿ“Œ 166

"You don't have"
"But I want to"
Is such a powerful show of love and affection ๐Ÿ’š

05.11.2025 20:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

When you give lemons to Life, they waterboard you with lemonade.
No matter how sweet it tastes, you're still fucking drowning.

04.11.2025 10:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Ugh... I hate when that happens... take care, grab a hot beverage to warm yourself from the inside and breathe deeply for a bit. Tell your brain that it's ok, it's going to be fine. You got this girl! ๐Ÿ’œ

19.10.2025 07:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Modern times casting spell lines because those words are so powerful it feels like magic! ๐Ÿ’œ

16.10.2025 08:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I've been having constant big issues for months now. It's one after another. And now my computer isn't booting anymore. Like at all. I can't lose all what's on it or afford to buy new parts. I'm truly at a loss and don't know when all this will finally end...

15.10.2025 10:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Hmmm I'd say the back is pretty balanced already, hard to say for the front ๐Ÿค”
I know I'm supposed to ignore it but the flower dress is very pretty! I wish I had one like that ๐Ÿ˜

13.10.2025 20:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Having the greatest dream and then suddenly waking up, back to reality AND exhausted on top of that because brain as not been resting the whole night sucks.

12.10.2025 08:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Ok I'm sorry you experienced this :/ I never had that feeling and always felt very welcome, never had to even question it in the first place

12.10.2025 08:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Yup can confirm the same experience! Such a sweet place! Sure there are times when some loses it but usually the mods are quick to act on it

And same I never checked the sources either, I should for sure though but yeah...

11.10.2025 22:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0